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I’ve been losing weight, but not in the right way. I’ve got no appetite whatsoever, which has caused me to lose weight even though I’ve been pretty much staying under the blankets 24/7.
Bad way to lose weight, trust me. I’m lost on what to do now, when I can’t even go outside and don’t have the motivation to do… anything.

Have been doing horrible here. I haven’t been getting out of bed much (and even less so when there are people downstairs) and when I do, it’s simply to sit behind the computer. I’m not eating unless I truly and honestly hurt, and I’ve been having major difficulties even getting out of the house with my agoraphobia getting worse and worse.
I’m turning into a real social recluse, and I don’t even want to do anything about it.

I don’t think I’ve ever tried to really taken care of myself. And it’s getting increasingly hard to force myself to do it, too.

I think I might try and get to talk to a psychologist again. A big step for me, but I’ve been thinking about it a lot. I need to do something about my escapism.