I have with them for way too long, tried everything but the little monster alway came back for another fight. fighting means winners and losers and alway both lost. I’m finally doing the life to keep the dark dog at bay, but I’m alert to his many sneaky down right rotten ways and I have lived thru them so that gives me the upperhand now
club5150's Life List
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1. influence others positively
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2. Get Baptized, take the sinner prayer, and with new clean soul, ask the Lord for forgivness. Then commit sucide.
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3. live in peace with my demons of depression
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4. beat depression
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5. 'Know thyself?' If I knew myself, I'd run away.
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6. Find 101 things that make me happy
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7. To live instead of exist
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8. Be a better friend
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9. find the end of a rainbow
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10. Find my hidden talent
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11. live with no regrets
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12. apologize to the people i've hurt
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13. Drive through a forest
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14. Be able to remember lost memories
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15. Consider if humanity may be an error
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16. live until i can't take care of myself
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17. how hard depression is
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18. describe hurt
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19. work because I like to, not because I have to
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20. live passionately every single day
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21. Be at peace with myself
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22. find peace, joy and happiness in each breath
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23. live life
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24. Beat my depression
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25. Expect a miracle
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26. Give without limits or expectations
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27. live my best life
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28. not die on purpose
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29. not die at my own hand
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30. die naturally
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31. obtain happiness
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32. obtain enlightenment
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33. commit sucide in a way that it looks like a natural death so so my loved ones do not have to go through the pain of knowing i commited sucide.
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34. Die and come back to try and answer the question 'why are we here?
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35. throw a party and invite 40 people I have never met before in my life!
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