I'm doing 39 things
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cmanning85's Life List
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1. stop being insecure
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2. Quit Smoking
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3. Write a Novel
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4. find a unique nickname
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5. change the world
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6. be somebody
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7. be respected
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8. secretly make somebodys dream come true
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9. be good at something
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10. Be able to say No, with out giving a reason
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11. Live my dream not someone else's
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12. relax and take life in stride
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13. Stop being so serious
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14. Change the world one random act of kindness at a time
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15. Get closer to God
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16. To let down my wall and allow myself to be emotionally and spiritually connected and available to my family
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17. be sober
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18. willpower
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19. buy my own house
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20. Be debt free
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21. love myself
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22. Get my Shit together
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23. work for hiv awareness
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24. wake up
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25. To live instead of exist
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26. stop saying "just kidding"
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27. stop saying im sorry
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28. work
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29. Live a life full of passion
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30. Be covered in tattoos
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31. to not be dependent on anyone but myself
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32. Get over it
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33. let go
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34. be more confident
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35. Be Happy and Healthy
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36. Be ripped and muscular.
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37. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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38. become a better friend
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39. Quit having a chemical dependency, have willpower.
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How I did it
It made me
Relieved 
How I did it: By watching what I put into my body (ate more veggies, cut out soda etc.). By getting regular exercise even though it was the last thing I wanted to do when I was hurting. I stopped poisoning my body with drugs and alchohal. And most importantly I got involved in my treatment, by learning everything I could about my desease. As well as by developing my treatment plan with my doctor. Read how I did it…
It made me
Grow up 
How I did it: By going down lots of wrong paths all in the name of "doing what i wanted to do when ever i wanted to do it" regardless of how many people it hurt, or how many opportunities it destroyed, or even that I was destroying my own body. I lived in a selfish and greedy dream world somehow believing that I deserved to be able to do whatever I wanted because;1.) It's my life to live, be it right or wr… Read how I did it…
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ONE DAY YOU WILL REALIZE IT, HOPEFULLY NO TOO LATE…...if i only had one more chance to change my past… I can’t belive that you would want to live this hell… honestly you make me sick. It’s disappointing for me to see people, that are willing to throw away there lives just to fulfill there sick little notions and fetishes. F*CK YOU
