I'm doing 39 things
ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?
21 months ago
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cmanning85's Life List
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1. Get my Shit together
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2. relax and take life in stride
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3. Stop being so serious
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4. Change the world one random act of kindness at a time
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5. Get closer to God
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6. To let down my wall and allow myself to be emotionally and spiritually connected and available to my family
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7. be sober
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8. willpower
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9. Quit having a chemical dependency, have willpower.
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10. to not be dependent on anyone but myself
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11. secretly make somebodys dream come true
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12. stop saying "just kidding"
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13. work for hiv awareness
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14. stop being insecure
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15. stop saying im sorry
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16. Be Happy and Healthy
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17. become a better friend
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18. Write a Novel
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19. Live my dream not someone else's
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20. Be able to say No, with out giving a reason
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21. be good at something
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22. wake up
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23. To live instead of exist
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24. work
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25. Live a life full of passion
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26. Be covered in tattoos
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27. Get over it
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28. let go
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29. be more confident
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30. Be ripped and muscular.
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31. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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32. love myself
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33. Be debt free
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34. buy my own house
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35. Quit Smoking
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36. find a unique nickname
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37. be somebody
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38. be respected
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39. change the world
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How I did it
It made me
Relieved 
How I did it: By watching what I put into my body (ate more veggies, cut out soda etc.). By getting regular exercise even though it was the last thing I wanted to do when I was hurting. I stopped poisoning my body with drugs and alchohal. And most importantly I got involved in my treatment, by learning everything I could about my desease. As well as by developing my treatment plan with my doctor. Read how I did it…
It made me
Grow up 
How I did it: By going down lots of wrong paths all in the name of "doing what i wanted to do when ever i wanted to do it" regardless of how many people it hurt, or how many opportunities it destroyed, or even that I was destroying my own body. I lived in a selfish and greedy dream world somehow believing that I deserved to be able to do whatever I wanted because;1.) It's my life to live, be it right or wr… Read how I did it…
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NOT FUCKING WORTH IT
21 months ago
ONE DAY YOU WILL REALIZE IT, HOPEFULLY NO TOO LATE…...if i only had one more chance to change my past… I can’t belive that you would want to live this hell… honestly you make me sick. It’s disappointing for me to see people, that are willing to throw away there lives just to fulfill there sick little notions and fetishes. F*CK YOU
