cmolovesjesus

It’s been over a year since I’ve done this, and I’ve very glad about that. I’m a old vet on this site and it was amazing for the support that I so badly needed.

And that same support I need even more now.

I’ve wanted to masturbate a lot lately, and it’s driving me insane. I need some support from someone, but the people around me just don’t understand. They make me feel even worse about my old habits and aren’t helping me like this site had. I thought I was cured, and I was for a very long time, but now, it’s back with a vengenace. So I’ve come back to the single thing that helped me quit last time, and I need some help. Any advice?

BTW, I’m a female.

I am so tired of being overweight. I cried about it so many times today, and after all the attempts and half-witted trys, this is it. I’m going to get 100 pounds slimmer by Christmas 2009. It won’t be easy, but I know I can do it. I can feel the changes inside me.

Right now, 285 pounds (as of 1/12/2009) I will be at 185 pounds or less by Christmas. And I’m going to do it. Because I’ve tried and tried and tired and had no success and gave up too many times. This time, it’s for good. God bless and please pray for me if you’re Christian. I’ll pray for all of you. Good luck!

1/12/2009:
Starting weight: 285
Current weight: 285
Difference: 0 at the moment. :(

I actually accidently stopped counting how many days its been now, but I’m writing to ask for support. Could you all please pray for me? I’m having alot of difficulty managing temptation lately, and I need help. Life has got a little boring lately, and I think that’s why, but I’m not really sure. Either any advice and could you please pray for me that would be so great!

Of course, don’t get me wrong. I’m still very happy and very anti-mastrubation. But if I wasn’t I know for a fact I would have give in. So I was just wondering, honestly, any advice? Thanks in advance, and God bless!