i am : ) it’s that easy. acceptance is key.
cocoabean15's Life List
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1. go to a school dance
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2. become more confident
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3. be independent
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4. explore the city i live in
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5. have more adventures
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6. get straight A's
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7. get a job
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8. be more active
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9. eat healthier
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10. have better hair
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11. do a cartwheel
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12. do the splits
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13. lucid dream
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14. Learn to surf
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15. Visit France
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16. get a scholarship
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17. spend less time on the computer
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18. lose weight
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19. Improve my self-esteem
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20. procrastinate less
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21. get motivated
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22. Worry less.
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23. be more flexible
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24. Start a secret society
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25. get drunk
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26. Go to a rave
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27. write a novel
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28. make a difference
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29. Save money
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30. live passionately
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31. Volunteer
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32. study abroad
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33. Send a message in a bottle
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34. enjoy life
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35. Sleep more
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36. go home
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37. have a flat stomach
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38. fill up my iPod
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This is not really about how others perceive me. I’ve been told many times I’m pretty. This is for ME. I want to consider myself beautiful. My self-esteem is embarrassingly low. I want to prove to myself that I am, in fact, beautiful.
There was a moment in a dream when I was examining the room I was in, and then I realized, hey, I can do what I want, it’s just a dream. So I started doing all these random things, like juggling and kicking a soccer ball. And then I thought, why don’t I try to fly? So I started to flap my arms (HAHA) and just when I thought I was starting to leave the ground someone from my dream tugged on my shirt and I lost it, I was pulled back into the dream. All in all pretty cool, but I hope I can do it and stay with it instead of losing it.
