cocoalice

wow, everyone here is so young and already thin. i don’t know what chance i have in this. someone who is 135-140 lbs right now and heading 23 years old but very short, short enough to be 90lbs. i have a long way and an unlikely chance. i’ve weigh 90 lbs before but that was 3 years ago. and i have a binge eating problem and a lack of discipline. but i know that if i could lose 40 lbs or more, i’ll be so happy and confident and i would stop hating and treating myself like shit.

i guess i’ve been neglecting the use of this site. lets see, i’ve been doing bad. my brain just never lets me forget about food and eating. this is really bad. halloween is coming up which will only make this worst. i need to be in more control!

didn’t binge and ate clean today. good for me.