cocolooney

I would lurvvve to learn how to surf bigger waves. I am a beginner at the mo so big(er) waves kinda freak me out. I got this reef break all to myself so it is really hot.
My confidence in big waves is kinda tiny right now…....

This past weekend has been the worst of my life, just because of drinking. After that one night of hitting the booze hard, totally left my world upside down the next day. I was real sick as my internal organs were pretty much shot, my partner was mad at me and so I got my wake up call. Mum was crying too, man, I was so sorry that it took all that to get me to consider to quit drinking. Its always so easy to start and then keep going, sometimes I feel that I can control it then other times I feel as if I have totally lost the plot. I really wanna be able to get out of it. Its not easy having friends who all drink when things get social. But I would really like to be able to stop and turn my life around. So here goes :)