i don’t think i cared much for this during high school. or did i. only thing i know that now it’s really starting to bother me. i always think what would other people say on my clothes, do i look good enough, if i don’t get into college, if people on the street will think that i don’t take a good care of my dog if he’s not groomed properly. it’s overhelming. it’s stupid. i lack confindence.i have very little of it. maybe that should be my goal – gain confidence. but i’ll try to make it more simple. everytime i have a doubt i should ask myself a question. “what do I think?” and try not to be a perfectionist.
Jun 20, 04:55PM PDT | 0 comments
i’m actually doing this, more or less succesfully. sometimes i delay things, or try to forget about problems, but that just makes them bigger. umm.. getting things done. that’s good. healthier.
Jun 11, 07:21PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
it’s albsolutley necessary if i want to have happy and productive life. in the past, i couldn’t imagine life without it. now i like it, and i’m actually excited about life. but still, this is a process. i still think about it, and from time to time i’m still drawn to it. i will take this day by day, night by night. it will probably be a long time till i’m completely through with this, not even considering this. but that’s just how it goes.
Jun 11, 07:18PM PDT | 0 comments
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