Mariann

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  1. 1. learn Dutch
    544 people
  2. 2. study abroad
    2,294 people
  3. 3. Smile everyday
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    191 people
  4. 4. find a real friend
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    43 people
  5. 5. Feel good about myself
    336 people
  6. 6. meet interesting people
    326 people
  7. 7. travel around the world
    4,449 people
  8. 8. visit New York
    1,286 people
  9. 9. watch art movies
    1 person
  10. 10. be more social
    4,846 people
  11. 11. live my life instead of daydreaming all the time
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    1 person
  12. 12. become more self-confident
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    128 people
  13. 13. make a difference
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    6,628 people
  14. 14. make people feel better about themselves
    2 people
  15. 15. be happy
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    21,146 people
  16. 16. be a hippie
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    158 people
  17. 17. learn to forgive
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    418 people
  18. 18. trip
    32 people
  19. 19. find my balance
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    8 people
  20. 20. stop trying to impress people I don't even like
    148 people
  21. 21. visit coffee shops around the world
    2 people
  22. 22. find true love
    2,751 people
  23. 23. understand people
    45 people
  24. 24. travel to cuba
    83 people
  25. 25. travel around the world for a year
    35 people
  26. 26. slow dance to jazz
    1 person
  27. 27. go to my level every day
    1 person
  28. 28. Read 'The Unbearable Lightness of Being' by Milan Kundera
    1 person
  29. 29. forget the past, live in the present and smile when thinking of the future
    218 people
  30. 30. Experience the Northern Lights.
    51 people
  31. 31. eat healthy
    2,885 people
  32. 32. get a scholarship to the Netherlands for financing my Masters
    1 person
  33. 33. love my body
    1,055 people
  34. 34. become comfortable with my sexuality
    20 people
  35. 35. Have a chance encounter with an old crush
    7 people
  36. 36. excercise regularly
    380 people
  37. 37. work because I like to, not because I have to
    3,374 people
  38. 38. achieve the figure I've always dreamed of : )
    1 person
Recent entries
lose my virginity with someone with who i am inlove with
So hard to do... 21 months ago

Waiting and waiting for the right person to show up. Why is it so hard to wait? I dont want to sleep with someone I’m not in love with, but how do I get my body to understand all this? Sometimes it’s so difficult…



learn to forgive
Not willing 21 months ago

I guess it’s time to forgive my first love and his girlfriend. To be ignored hurts sometimes more than being hated. Especially if you care about those, who look through you. But it’s all in the past. If I keep thinking about them and about what could’ve been and should’ve been done, I won’t be able to go on. Carrying this weight has become almost unbearable and I’m not willing to do it anymore.
It’s time to free myself, time to start a new life and enjoy every minute of it! :)



study psychology
:D 21 months ago

Well, that’s what I’m doing right now. I’m a psychology student at last. :D High school was a real torture, but I guess it was all worth it!




 

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