I'm doing 39 things
Waiting and waiting for the right person to show up. Why is it so hard to wait? I dont want to sleep with someone I’m not in love with, but how do I get my body to understand all this? Sometimes it’s so difficult…
Mariann's Life List
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1. Smile everyday
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2. Learn to cook
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3. get my driver's license
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4. learn Dutch
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5. get a scholarship to the Netherlands for financing my Masters
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6. study abroad
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7. be more social
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8. meet interesting people
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9. understand people
53 people -
10. find a real friend
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11. make a difference
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12. make people feel better about themselves
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13. travel around the world
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14. visit New York
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15. travel to cuba
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16. travel around the world for a year
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17. Experience the Northern Lights.
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18. visit coffee shops around the world
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19. be happy
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20. be a hippie
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21. learn to forgive
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22. find true love
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23. slow dance to jazz
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24. eat healthy
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25. excercise regularly
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26. Feel good about myself
414 people -
27. find my balance
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28. go to my level every day
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29. love my body
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30. achieve the figure I've always dreamed of : )
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31. become comfortable with my sexuality
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32. become more self-confident
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33. stop trying to impress people I don't even like
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34. forget the past, live in the present and smile when thinking of the future
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35. live my life instead of daydreaming all the time
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36. work because I like to, not because I have to
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37. Have a chance encounter with an old crush
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38. watch art movies
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39. Read 'The Unbearable Lightness of Being' by Milan Kundera
1 person
Recent entries
I guess it’s time to forgive my first love and his girlfriend. To be ignored hurts sometimes more than being hated. Especially if you care about those, who look through you. But it’s all in the past. If I keep thinking about them and about what could’ve been and should’ve been done, I won’t be able to go on. Carrying this weight has become almost unbearable and I’m not willing to do it anymore.
It’s time to free myself, time to start a new life and enjoy every minute of it! :)
