I'm doing 10 things
i am . . .
20 months ago
. . . giving up this goal because i dont care. adios amigos! i probably spelt that wrong. again, i dont care.
Effing Genius's Life List
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1. Have a baby
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2. get a job
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3. climb a mountain
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4. love myself
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5. stop biting my nails
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6. Become a vegetarian
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7. stop judging people
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8. make someone smile everyday
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9. Eat like a normal person
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10. get over my fear of sex
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Recent entries
Titled
20 months ago
i cut myself yesterday. all down my arms, on my stomach, & on my upper legs. & then i binged. & then i purged. this seems to be a pointless struggle. its impossible to win. i dont care. cutting isnt that bad. its just a thing. a thing i do to help deal with things. no big deal.
Untitled
21 months ago
im thinking about it so bad right now. i just made myself vomit about 5 times because i was supposed crash diet starting today. then i had a sandwich & cookie dough & screwed it up. i hate myself right now. & i need to cut. just once would be fine, but i need to. this isnt working; im going to.
