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De-junk my life (read all 4 entries…)
I Cleaned A Little 11 months ago

So here I am, still trying to dejunk!!

I had to clean a little for my dad’s birthday party, i still have a large garbage bag full that needs to be thrown out, and a box of other stuff to throw!! i think i may need to bring them down to work and put them in the large dumpster!!

It is so hard to dejunk when you don’t think that most of it is junk, i have been away on holidays and collect interesting stuff from overseas that i definately don’t want to throw away!! so it gets harder every time i look at more things!!

anyway just gotta keep plodding along!!



De-junk my life (read all 4 entries…)
Ok Not So Great 11 months ago

Well it has been almost a year, and I have not succeeded in dejunking!!

I am now not overly concerned as my partner and I are going to start saving for a house, then I will worry about the amount of junk when i move!!

will try to sort some things out though!!



try acupuncture (read all 2 entries…)
First Session 11 months ago

Ok, So off I went this morning to the Acupuncturist.
I was a little nervous and apprehensive!! But the practitioner was very nice and reassuring.

He began with asking me questions about the problems I wanted him to work on, and looked at my tongue and felt my pulse.

We decided to work on my headaches, back, neck pain and poor sleep first, then we will look at my stomach and feet after we have worked on the initial points for sometime.

I had to lay face down on the bed. For my headaches he placed two needles at the base of my skull, neck and back there were two in my neck and about 6 – 8 down my back by my shoulder blades.
He placed one on each leg just below the knee off to the side, he told me these were support points, then for the sleep problems one in each wrist.

He told me before he started that there is usually very little pain involved, that the most pain I should feel would be similar to a mosquito bite, he was right!! he said that there would also be a weird sensation when he worked the needle, once again right, it was not a painful sensation.

The only pain I really experienced was when he placed the needles in my wrists, he did comment before he placed them that this may be more painful due to the lack of flesh in the area, once again true, the pain I experienced was more than tollerable though, similar to getting an injection.

He left me for around 15 to 20 minutes, when he came back he worked the needles again, one point in my back was very sensitive, the sensation was more what I would say a slight electric shock (like a static shock)

Removal of the needles was extremely quick, another little sensation zips through when he removed them. No pain however.

I have another appointment with him next week, but I already feel as if my headache has dulled, and I am feeling extremely fatigued!!

So overall I am currently happy!!



try acupuncture (read all 2 entries…)
Always have wanted to try this... 12 months ago

I have always wanted to try Acupuncture, so i have booked myself in for Saturday!!!

Im slightly worried, even though everything i keep reading says that there is no pain involved.

I just hope that it will work for me!!



become a better person (read all 4 entries…)
I know i'm slack for not being on!! 13 months ago

Hi everyone,

I know its been months and the emails have been reminding me to get on and tell how i have been doing.

I am fantastic lately, except for the constant lack of sleep!!

I am winding down the antidepressants, should be off them in about 6-12 months i would say… it does take a long time to come off these for those who are unaware!!

My partner and i are looking at buying a house.. even with the recent economic problems!! we haven’t started saving yet, but will soon, after some debts are paid off!!

So i am very happy at this point!!!



De-junk my life (read all 4 entries…)
Not much progress 22 months ago

Ok, so I am at least getting closer to my goal of being a better person, dejunking however, not so good!!!

=oP

Well I have started at least, I moved some more stuff into storage, but I am having major trouble finding the time to get into it!!

Will attempt next week after work!!!

love Coley



become a better person (read all 4 entries…)
I know I am slack!! 22 months ago

Ok, so it has been 2 weeks since I last put an entry in here, but I am however very happy to report that I have been good, and trying really hard for this!!

First off, I am back together with my boyfriend, and he is so far happy with my progress.

I am not taking little things to heart, and remaining cheerful at most times, even if I am completely buggered and could sleep more.

I am going to try to get off my Antidepressants too!! this may take a little more time than I would like, but the more cheerful I can remain, the closer this time comes!!

Will try to get online a little more often so I can get back to you on my progress!!!

Love Coley



De-junk my life (read all 4 entries…)
Cleaning Up 22 months ago

With my recent breakup, I have had to place a lot of things in my bedroom.

I am now beginning a slow goal to getting rid of a lot of stuff!!

I started tonight by getting rid of some clothes, and on saturday I am hoping to get some more stuff down to my storage unit, so that should help.



become a better person (read all 4 entries…)
Step One 22 months ago

So now to go onto what my first step towards a better me.

I promised him that i would get to know and spend time with his friends.

I made this step last sunday, when I messaged one of his friends, and asked if she would like to go for coffee, and i also let her know what was going on, and how i do want to better myself.

She is very happy to help me towards my goal, and we are getting together on Saturday. she then surprised me last night (Wednesday) by asking about going to a bbq with all of his friends.

I feel better that i am getting a chance to redeem myself for being such a bitch at times. hopefully also will move a step closer to him.

I have also been out socialising with some friends, and managed to make it to two movies this week, so I am a little happier than I was a week ago.



become a better person (read all 4 entries…)
The Beginning! 22 months ago

Ok so here we go, this is my first time on this site, and I only found it because I google’d “Become a better person”

The reason why I want to become a better person, is so I can have another chance with the most wonderful guy in the world.

I tend to stress over the little things, and am a bit of a recluse! This led to my boyfriend breaking up with me over fights and my lack of interest in spending time with his friends.

We have decided to try to work things out, but only if i can change these few things about me which I don’t even like.

I think my problems come from a bad 5 year relationship that I had, where we would not socialise and only fight about stupid things, I think now, that when I came out of that relationship, I had missed out on so much of my life, and going straight into a new relationship, I was not able to change or understand the difference.



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