confused402




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  1. 1. see my mother walk again
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    1 person
  2. 2. help my mother get through her disability
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    1 person
  3. 3. stop feeling sorry for myself
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    138 people
  4. 4. work because I like to, not because I have to
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    3,435 people
  5. 5. stop being a shopaholic
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    20 people
  6. 6. Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...
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    476 people
  7. 7. find a peace of mind
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  8. 8. never apologize for being me
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    709 people
  9. 9. have more time for myself
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  10. 10. have the time of my life
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  11. 11. hit all the buttons in a crowded elevator
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  12. 12. find my soulmate
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  13. 13. Stop comparing myself to other people
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  14. 14. Save money
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  15. 15. walk on the moon
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  16. 16. visit all 7 continents
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  17. 17. Be less needy
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  18. 18. finish the book i'm reading
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  19. 19. sing loudly
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  20. 20. Keep focusing on people's good attributes and not their bad
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  21. 21. drink more water
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    18,943 people
  22. 22. sleep better
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    781 people
  23. 23. exercise regularly
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  24. 24. start up a business that's not boring
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  25. 25. get more cheers
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    16 people
  26. 26. read all the books I have before buying even one more
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    344 people
  27. 27. watch all episodes of that 70's show
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  28. 28. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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  29. 29. go back to Omaha
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  30. 30. sleep
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  31. 31. Visit Prague
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  32. 32. make my bed every morning
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  33. 33. Read more books
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  34. 34. Become Financially Independent
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    5,401 people
  35. 35. lose weight
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    36,297 people
  36. 36. go on a blind date
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    91 people
  37. 37. be more open to people that I care
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Recent entries
help my mother get through her disability (read all 2 entries…)
I'm so far away from it 3 years ago

I have been so busy with work and as a result, I’ve also been very cranky and impatient. Weekends come and I hardly want to go anywhere. This morning, my mom asked me to take her to the mall that has just opened a couple months ago. Seriously, I did not want to go. 1. It’s more than an hour away and it’s right in the heart of Bangkok, traffic is always a nightmare and 2. It’s just me and my mom in a wheelchair, I didn’t feel like we had to go there just to “go to the mall”. Any mall would do.

I guess I made it too obvious and I didn’t want to go. I agreed to take her out though, but with an attitude.

I felt a bit guilty 10 minutes after we got in the car. She was quiet and so was I. Then I tried to start a conversation. She spoke but turned her face to make it look like she looked out the window and I could just tell that she was crying. She didn’t want me to see it.

I know it’s too late for an apology and now I’m left with this guilt I do not know if I could make it up to her. I thought I was close to achieve this goal, but I guess i was wrong.



stop being a shop-a-holic (read all 3 entries…)
Slowing down 3 years ago

I have been..not because I have been able to refrain myself from doing it. I just have not had that much time and chances to do so. I’m not considering this goal achieved. Because I crave for it. I miss the malls. I see stuff in the magazine and I’m like I want them all!!!! This is bad bad bad.



stop feeling sorry for myself (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 3 years ago

Ok…Maybe I should just give this up..I feel sorry for myself that I get on a treadmill 4-5 times a week for 40-45 minutes per session and i still keep gaining weight!!!!!!

This is so unfair..some people keep eating whatever they want and never work out and they never gain any weight.

I work out, I watch what I eat…and I keep gaining weight.

low metabolism..is that it?



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