constantfluxintoto

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constantfluxintoto's Life List

  1. 1. learn rock climbing
    51 people
  2. 2. get an associates degree
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    25 people
  3. 3. take a yoga class
    4 entries . 6 cheers
    515 people
  4. 4. take a ballroom dance class
    2 entries . 8 cheers
    12 people
  5. 5. grab my life by the effin' ovaries
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    1 person
  6. 6. finish all test modules at work
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    1 person
  7. 7. learn how to apply and wear makeup
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    1 person
  8. 8. learn how to build a fire under most conditions
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. get a part time job
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    300 people
  10. 10. learn to play a musical instrument
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    622 people
  11. 11. go to a wild game before 2010 (even though they totally suck right now)
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    1 person
  12. 12. walk in the breast cancer 3-day
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    2 people
  13. 13. update my resume
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    256 people
  14. 14. ride in a helicopter
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    388 people
  15. 15. drink something out of a coconut shell
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    1 person
  16. 16. quit being afraid of everyone and everything
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    1 person
  17. 17. learn how to ride a motorcycle
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    157 people
  18. 18. see bad brains live
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    1 person
  19. 19. learn tai chi
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    1,116 people
  20. 20. take a belly dancing class
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    76 people
  21. 21. take an advanced french course
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    1 person
  22. 22. volunteer once this year
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    1 person
  23. 23. bike 37 miles in next year's bike tour
    1 person
  24. 24. ride in a hot air balloon
    1,983 people
  25. 25. practice hockey at least 20x this winter
    1 person
  26. 26. take a pilates class
    5 entries . 3 cheers
    46 people
  27. 27. visit the shooting range for a valentine's day date
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    1 person
  28. 28. go scuba diving
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    1,594 people
  29. 29. climb/hike a mountain
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1 person
  30. 30. get a b or better in school this semester
    1 person
  31. 31. see world's 2nd largest hockey stick
    1 person
  32. 32. get cpr certified
    4 entries . 3 cheers
    102 people
  33. 33. camp in yellowstone
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    9 people
  34. 34. bring my dog to an aggressive dog training class
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    1 person
  35. 35. do not have a drink before class this semester
    4 entries . 4 cheers
    1 person
  36. 36. get a concealed carry permit
    4 entries . 3 cheers
    4 people
  37. 37. move to colorado
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    192 people
  38. 38. lose 20 lbs by mid january
    5 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  39. 39. learn how to type without looking at the keyboard
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    36 people

How I did it
How to gain the ability to run for a half of an hour straight
It took me
1 month
It made me
kinda suprised


How to get a new birth certificate
It took me
37 days
It made me
glad


How to work out every day except sunday during the month of october
It took me
31 days
It made me
feel healthy


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Recent entries
learn Tai Chi
tai chi 1 week ago

i have heard that this is a good way to improve balance. i REALLY need to do improve my balance. i have heard that ballet is also a good way to achieve better balance, but i don’t think i am the ballerina type.



do not have a drink before class this semester (read all 4 entries…)
drink before class 1 week ago

i am getting ever so close to achieving this goal. one class is already done for the semester.

in a side note, i was one of 3 women in my class to be awarded a t-shirt for having perfect attendance.



quit being afraid of everyone and everything
being afraid 2 weeks ago

since january, i have lost my older brother, became estranged from one dear friend of mine, and had a miscarriage. this year has not been going well, and i’m feeling pretty alone.

as for my brother, yes, we were close. i moved to fayetteville to nanny for my oldest nephew while my brother was in the military, and i have lived a block away from his house for the last 7 years. we attended the same college and went out for beers after class together. we rushed out to pick each other up whenever and where ever our cars broke down, even if we weren’t particularly getting along at the time. we helped each other work on our cars. we socialized together. we told each other jokes. there were certain things for which i absolutely knew i could count on him, things for which i could never count on anyone else. i miss him terribly. after everything this year, i feel isolated and broken.

i have just been charging forth with so many things in an attempt to overcome fears that were not there before. since i am afraid of everyone and averything, i get the feeling that my normal judgment may be off, and some healthy fears are not being listened to as they should be. but maybe i was like that before. my 2nd skydiving instructor once commented on how calm i looked while we were up in the plane.



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