I think I have a clouded veiw of love and it sucks!!! I have felt things that I thought was love for other people (girlfriends and friends) but I really have no clue what real love is!!! I think sometimes that I have fall in love and all that, but it just ends up all F@#$ered up and I just run from it all!!! How do you really know you are in love for real!!! I know I love my mom and my brother, but they are family I will always no matter what happens in life love them forever and forever!!! I just can’t seem to fall in love or I seem to fall from love!!! Why me!!! I can’t see clearly!!! I don’t want to fall in love!!!
JoN Hill's Life List
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1. trust God
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2. Read My Bible and Pray Everyday
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3. overcome dyslexia
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4. get out of debt
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5. Stop caring what other people think of me
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6. be happy
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7. live simply
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8. live a little
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9. Read more
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10. go back to college
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11. finish my CCAF
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12. get a major
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13. get a dog
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14. stop swearing
814 people -
15. have better posture
7,720 people -
16. get a six pack
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17. Take more pictures
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18. Save money
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19. Learn to cook
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20. learn to country linedance
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21. learn to play the drums
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22. learn another language
3,739 people -
23. graduate from college
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24. go on a cruise
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25. backpack Europe
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26. Fall in love
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27. get married
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28. Buy a House
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29. Finish what I start
3,841 people -
30. live life to the fullest
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31. live life like there is no tomorrow
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32. work because I like to, not because I have to
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33. touch someone's life
1 cheer62 people
Recent entries
What is Love!?!?!?!?!
18 months ago
I started today!!!
18 months ago
I took the day and took over 200 images of Fairbanks, Alaska!!! It was fun!!! I just wish I had better gear!!! I would enjoy it more!!! :)
Yay!!! I just checked on my CCAF!!!
18 months ago
I just checked on my CCAF and I only need three classes and ALS to finish it off!!! YAY!!!

