For the past two years I’ve been in love with someone, but they have a girlfriend. I want them to be happy… but it kills me severely seeing them together and it hurts knowing I’m not the one with this person. I haven’t done anything to try and steal them but it doesn’t help that I want to.
My only idea on what to do is slowly die from a broken heart or commit suicide to stop the emotional and physical pain I feel. No, therapy and medication isn’t helping. I already tried that.
Please Help?
cornstarch's Life List
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1. Lose 10 pounds
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2. improve my eyesight
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3. Own a bunny
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4. improve my vision
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5. become a contortionist
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6. have a daily routine
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7. be very skinny
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8. watch all the episodes of the L Word
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9. become an English teacher
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10. Finish what I start
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11. be a pin up model
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12. play the violin
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13. have flat abs
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14. bleach my skin whiter
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15. learn to skateboard
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16. have a flat stomach
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17. learn to control my emotions
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18. write a comic book
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19. create the soundtrack to my life
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20. discover my talent
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21. Get rid of stretch marks
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22. Feel Gorgeous!
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23. deal with being in love with someone you can't have
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How I did it
How I did it: as weird as it will sound to everyone. no i did not drink my blood. i drank my girlfriend's blood. hey! she drinks mine and is addicted to it. thought i'd try hers. it tastes so good! and feels amazing going down. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
The Story
3 months ago
English My Love
9 months ago
i love English class. i’ll be graduating soon and need to find a college somewhere in Canada! hopefully in nova scotia where i can get my education degree. cuz this girl is going to be and English teacher!
I Hate My Life Right Now!
11 months ago
So technically my girlfriend practically admitted to cheating on me yesterday and for the past 15 hours i’d listened to Think Twice by Eve 6 and I Don’t Wanna Be In Love by Good Charlotte non stop!
