cosmiclady

This is not the easy love . I used to think that What others think of me was so important but I have sense learned that what I think of myself is whats real important. Learning to heal Myself from others opinions, or harsh words , or just ignorance. Is the most important step to loving my self I will ever take. The struggle to be comfortable in my own skin no matter what , is truly the hardest thing I have to learn but also the most necessary for my own happiness. There is nothing more truthful then this. Not just for me but for us all.

This is hard for me because no one is harder on me then i am. I tend to tare myself up with guilt . I try to tell myself that when I wake in the morning I will think about something positive But, When I wake in the morning I find myself feeling bad about some thing I should have done or some thing I should not have done . This stays with me for most of the day. My new goal is to stop worrying about things I can not change and focus on the thing I can..