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Finally! Manage to get moving with it! I simply just can’t find anything i like or anything to fit me here! My next solution is to tailor made and i am bless that my boss is going to fix that solution for me! I saw a design i like and both of us discuss over it and hey my measurements are taken and a sample of the dress will come out soon! I just need to find the right fabrics and i will hopefully have a nice dress before i go to Mauritius for Sonia’s wedding! I can’t wait! I even bought a hot pink bikini for this occasion! LOL!

I finally manage to get rid of my usual NeuclearMed dept doc! Oh well actually i didn’t got rid of him…i was only told he is not longer working there! LOL! I almost wanted to shout YES and punch my fist in the air but i managed to restraint myself! LOL! The only good news here is i got a female doctor this time! She is way better and more analaytical with my case. But the bad news is i am schedule for a CT scan based on my last blood test done before my RAI treatment. I don’t know why i have to do it but i am just going to go for it and just hope nothing bad turns out! Will update!

I came across this website http://anysoldier.com where the US soldiers who are outstation in countries like the middle east;Iraq, Asia…etc fighting the war and protecting innocents. I read through some of the request list of what the soldier need and they are normal basic item that you and i can surely provide. I even came across one soldier who is a dog handler asking for dog treats and stuff as they also deploy military train dogs to Iraq. So pls help these soldiers. Even sending of cards and letters help! Hopefully i can send out some stuff soon! Pls go to http://anysoldier.com to find our more.

Finally! My digital camera is in my hands! Not what i originally wanted to buy but it within my budget and has better function than the original i wanted to buy, a FinePix J10. And i got a better price deal too! I almost paid $299 at a small shop but thinking the sales staff there seems kinda weird wheni asked a few more questions, i went to Harvey Norman and it selling for $249 and they gave me quite a lot of free gifts! LOL! I am glad i am able to save $50!

Well i hope for today onwards i can make good use of the camera to take wonderful memorable picture!

Another RAI treatment came and went. It was an terrible ordeal to go through this time. Had to stop work earlier than anticipated and took a longer time to rest at home. The result was good and bad. The WBS scan is clear of black spot meaning no cancer cells can be seen but blood test shows some negative result meaning there might be still cancer cell within my body. But anyway the blood test was done before RAI so more visits to the endo doctor and more blood tests in future and let’s see what results it will bring me! So meanwhile let’s not think so much!

Another RAI treatment, we shall see what kind of result it will bring me this time. Hope all the cancer cells will be gone this time! If so then i won’t need to go back to hospital for another RAI treatment so soon! Well whatever it is, i am so glad i am waking up every morning able to go to work, laugh, stress, having a good time with friends around me. Not everyone who gets cancer (any type of cancer) have such luck. I just need to be grateful and not dwell on it.

It officially over…they end their tour as a group.

Ok i been looking around and i think i just might going to get one in the next couple of month! Not too expensive but not too cheap either of cos! I just wanna get one that is at least 7megapixs, wide screen and slim fit. Then i can start taking picture and start my life journal.

Ok, i still haven’t got my star! But come to think of it… if i ever get a star to name after me, i would need a TELESCOPE to spot my star right?! RIght?! So that mean i need to list GET A TELESCOPE in my 43things to do..or rather get!

this was taken at the carpark near where i live. (I live at the block of flats to the left of the photo) How i wish i could build a house there and the vast space will be my backyard! (It actually a park in the pic!)

I think most human beings are like that. We always think of the bad and not the good. Good things are always around us why waste time thinking about the bad? It makes life less worthless to keep complaining about bad things wherelse the good makes you happier!

actually done this few weeks ago! Had the most successful manicure with studs and motifs! too bad i didn’t took a picture to show.

finger cross…reaching my goal soon… i hope!

one day my mom came back from visitng her hometown and she manage to rescue her childhood pictures as her brothers(my uncles) threw it in the back shed. I never saw my mom as a child picture before! and i look like her! (except she was prettier and much skinny than i am) I never knew how much i look like her till i saw the picture when she was young and for that moment i really felt i am my mom’s daughter! LOL!

really love pineapples now! used to hate it cos it made my tongue scratchy but now tat i start eating this kind of small pineapple it taste so sweet and juicy! Love it!

i remembered how good it felt to put all your concentration to just drawing, it like you totally block out all the outside world and be absorb into your drawing.