countablyinfinite

I started this goal - and really, my 43 things account - just when the wheels were starting to roll on this goal. We’d only dated for four months but the pain of the entire experience left me thinking about him even 10 months after the break up, to the point that I sometimes wondered whether there was something I was getting by not having moved on as he seemed to have. Now I get that the universe will give you opportunities to move on. All you have to do is pay attention and keep yourself ready to seize them when they make themselves known.

I’m hanging out at a friend’s, looking for a place to live. perhaps I’ve been picky. It seems to be taking a long time. But I am here for a while, so I want some place I can be reasonably happy with. Still getting used to the little things, like walking on ice without getting a concussion every time I leave the house, and wearing two layers of pants. But I’m sure that will all come in time…

I’m saying goodbye to this wondrous city I proudly call home in less than 3 weeks. If I don’t enjoy it now, I won’t be back for probably close to 8 months. Though this city has shown me some pain, I know infinitely more joy from those same streets than I will ever be able to fully acknowledge. I’ll come back and it will never be me here at this time again; but that’s just the way of it, I suppose.