On the ring, I now have a lot of discharge and I’m even more afraid to solicit for oral sex with my boyfriend (one of my last-ditch efforts to try and get turned on), and I’m afraid of it coming out every time I have a bowel movement. I have to think of it more than I had to for remembering to take pills. I haven’t seen any change in my libido anyway – I still don’t feel much of anything down there anymore :(. So I think I’ll save myself the $15 a month and go back to pills.
cranraspberry's Life List
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1. start a webcomic
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2. make a perfect place to study
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3. Become the person I've always wanted to be
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4. Make all my goals S.M.A.R.T.
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5. backpack through Europe
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6. Make a list of 30 things to do before 30...and do them!
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7. Change all my passwords
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8. make chocolate
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9. lucid dream
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10. make a charcuterie board
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11. Skydive
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12. Work at JPL
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13. Paint a painting to hang in the kitchen
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14. Learn Spanish
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15. Dress better
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16. track my moods
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17. Write a quantum sandbox in APL
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How I did it: You don't need fancy tools - only a good pick (diamond pick works well for most situations) and a good torque wrench. Good doesn't mean expensive. Get a couple of old locks (these are hard to find, I know - I usually practiced on my apartment door, and my friends' places with their permission). You just need to practice. You can try to read the MIT lockpicking guide, or someone can try to explain it to you, but the light won't come u… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I started this goal a while back, but never really got around to it. Without reason, I was unmotivated. Then I got my job, and a few months in my boss needed me to start coding in python, so suddenly I was faced with this goal again, but most importantly, with a reason to learn it. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I took a half-day workshop, learned how to stand and actually caught a few, much to my amazement. It was a great feeling. Once it stops being winter, I plan to try a lot more. Read how I did it…
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- scanned in all my loose papers (especially from school and filing folder)
- donated a bunch of old clothes, cleaned out my closet
- cleaned and cleaned out the bathroom and cabinet under the sink
- organized my desk and drawer
- organized storage closet (sewing stuff)
- organized my budget and spending
- cleaned up the study
- donated some old cooking utensils, other than that the kitchen is pretty organized
- have a plan for the coming school year for organizing my classes and notes and reviewing them.
The only thing thats not really organized is my head (and computer, for some part). Working on that.
3 Motivations:
1: strengthening and straightening my back (scoliosis)
– 30 minutes of Pilates and 2 specific weak-side targeted exercises, 3 times a week
2: Adding muscle mass to increase warmth (I’m cold too often)
– 30 minutes, 3 times a week of strength training with weights at my gym, targeting butt, legs, hips, back, core, shoulders, chest, everything. Muscle everywhere will help keep me warm, and also prep me for backpacking.
3: Backpacking training
– 30 minutes, 3x a week, of aerobic exercise to help breathing and endurance for backpacking.
– strength training targeting the muscles in (2) used for backpacking
So all in all, 9 30 minute exercise sessions, or 4.5 hours a week. I am already active, but this might be a little much at first. I exercise maybe 3 hours a week, 4 at most currently. And now school is starting. But I’m hoping this will be my ultimate goal to work to.
