I'm doing 12 things
I know God has a plan 4 me. I know God has a man 4 me. I will try to be patient. I pray 4 God’s will not my own. Every time I take my will back, I mess up my life. If I pray to fall in love, it will be with the wrong man and I will get my heart broken again. I can’t afford it. But, I do want to be in love again one day with a man who loves me for who I am and cares for me the same way I care for him. I have other things to concentrate on today…kids, job, house. But, Im a romantic with a vivid imagination that always wonders off…away from reality. I pray to stay on task and do God’s will, trust in Him. He has done for me what I could never do for myself and will continue to provide for me. I never understood that until the last year or so. I trust in God completely and enternally greatful for Him.
crashed22's Life List
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1. become fluent in spanish
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2. expand my vocabulary
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3. find a church
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4. get a full time job
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5. buy a house
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6. start writing again
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7. Go to the gym
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8. raise my daughters to be strong women
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9. Organize my papers
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10. finish my scrapbooks!
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11. organize my pictures
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12. To carry out God's will
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How I did it
It made me
Greatful and humble. 
How I did it: I was invited through a friends church group. Now i know a great place i can go every Saturday in Baltimore. All I had to do was commit to it, show up, do what was asked of me and smile. It was a wonderful experience and I was glad to be of service and greatful to be the one serving insted of the one needing to be served that day. Read how I did it…
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