crimsondenial




I'm doing 42 things
 

crimsondenial's Life List

  1. 1. lose weight
    1 entry
    32,585 people
  2. 2. be happy
    2 entries
    19,552 people
  3. 3. Save money
    2 entries
    12,794 people
  4. 4. get married
    16,177 people
  5. 5. Become Financially Independent
    4,639 people
  6. 6. make more art
    443 people
  7. 7. Learn to play the guitar
    11,245 people
  8. 8. Get a new job
    2 entries
    1,613 people
  9. 9. Read more books
    2 entries
    9,792 people
  10. 10. get in shape
    2 entries
    8,216 people
  11. 11. Take vitamins daily
    744 people
  12. 12. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    1 cheer
    6,507 people
  13. 13. Have a baby
    4,900 people
  14. 14. Worry less.
    1 entry
    4,141 people
  15. 15. Practice Yoga
    1 entry
    3,689 people
  16. 16. To live instead of exist
    9,894 people
  17. 17. see the northern lights
    15,092 people
  18. 18. Buy a House
    1 entry
    10,984 people
  19. 19. Beat my depression
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1,580 people
  20. 20. Swim with dolphins
    6,516 people
  21. 21. Make the most of my 20's
    540 people
  22. 22. Become comfortable in my own skin
    13 people
  23. 23. Manage my OCD better
    1 person
  24. 24. Become more focused and determined to make things happen
    1 person
  25. 25. Buy a car
    2,367 people
  26. 26. List 100 songs and their lyrics that mean something to me
    6 entries
    18 people
  27. 27. Kiss in the rain
    13,737 people
  28. 28. Go a month with a 'natural' hair color
    1 person
  29. 29. Take a relaxing bubble bath
    1 person
  30. 30. Learn Self Defense
    182 people
  31. 31. Further My Education
    1 entry
    62 people
  32. 32. Take more photographs
    1,578 people
  33. 33. be a better partner to the man I love
    9 people
  34. 34. communicate better with my partner
    14 people
  35. 35. Get my nails done
    86 people
  36. 36. Get a tan
    1,245 people
  37. 37. spend less money
    879 people
  38. 38. be more confident in myself
    295 people
  39. 39. read every book I own
    1,963 people
  40. 40. wear more skirts
    129 people
  41. 41. grow old with the person I love
    9 people
  42. 42. Treat my Ferrets better
    1 entry
    1 person
Recent entries
Worry less.
Not happening... 1 year ago

The reason I haven’t been around is some jackass from Nigeria accessed my hotmail account and proceeded to gain access to my ebay account and purchase a LOT of expensive items. First I was so angered with ebay and its sellers. The first time I got access to my account again, thanks to wonderful help from hotmail staff, I find out that because this guy has recently made purchases I can’t close the account for 180days. Also at how easy it is to change the password!
I had to log out of my hotmail account a day later and he gained access again. Since then I’ve left my account on all the time and have had to go back in and change all personal info.
And don’t even get me started on the sellers! I had contacted them all and explained what happened, stop all transactions! A majority of them were good and stopped everything right away. Others got angry, understandable, but there’s not much I can do. Then during the time when I lost access, the jackass emailed the sellers saying, oh this is my cousin’s account, she’s fine with it, please ship! And the sellers believe this!GAHHHH why do sellers not find it odd that the account is for a Canadian female, yet the person is asking it be shipped to a male in Nigeria?



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Advice Please 1 year ago

This is just written out briefly before I actually talk to BF, but I could really use some advice before I do.

- I feel like we’re more roommates with benefits then partners. I don’t know if this is because of our schedules, personality…
At times I feel like he grows bored of me almost…. he’s hot and cold.

- BF spends more ‘quality’ time with his friends then me. Minimum bi-weekly guys nights, yet we went a whole year together barely going out, and then only to obligations (never alone.)

-I feel if I don’t plan an outing/adventure/visit we’ll never go anywhere. Example, I planned a road trip, along the way stopping for things that interest us, went on a 3hr cruise, nice hotel…etc.

-There’s an age difference between us. We don’t hang out with any of my friends because of this and he doesn’t like any of them. So it’s pretty much down to his friends that I have to bond with. I’m ok with this, but it never happens, which means I am down to no friends and this I don’t like.

BLANK’s having another party this weekend (I’m not invited, again). I’m not upset about not being invited, what I am upset about is that this is a chance for us to go out together and mingle with other couples. The only reason I’m not more vocal about it is that I could never be close with the friends wife so I don’t see it as a big loss (If it were ….. then there would be an uproar) I’m not saying every time BF see’s certain people I have to be there or we have to go together, if it’s a ‘guys’ night then great have a good time. But if there are other females then I want to be included so I can socialize too. Will this be what it’s like once we have kids, will it get worse?

Jealousy or ???
Before we got together BF was trying to have a coffee date with another female. Once we were together they finally arranged a good time, and later even went to a concert. This female is a friend of BLANKS. She was there the first time I went to the party, since then she’s not there when I go, and I’m not there when she is. And since about 5mths ago I haven’t been invited back. Is this fishy or am I just being stupid?



get properly fitted for a bra
Finally!! 1 year ago

I went out to specialty to store, got fitted and found two! Now that I’m wearing ones that actually fit, I can’t go back to my other ones :( Its just not comfortable.

The hard part is that being a 36F/FF there isn’t much selection without getting granny style (which I hate!) and they are so much more expensive! But I found two really nice (non-granny style) ones and am happy.



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