cripplecreekfairy

Been at this 3 days…isn’t going so well, but I have to stick-to it if I want to be able to run everyday.

There are so many domesticated animals in suffering. I feel that since humans have made them semi or fully dependent on us, (through selective breeding or things to make our lives easier-i.e. declawing) that we should take the responsibility to help them and reduce the unwanted population. I don’t have the means to foster any animals at this point, so I was hoping to make a difference by volunteering at an animal shelter/rescue. I would especially love to work with horses, since it would be a relatively new experience for me.

This is a destructive and hindering force in my life, and I need to stop. I’ve kept telling myself I have control; but in reality, I watched my mom and aunt evolve into soulless shells of themselves and ultimately die, both reasonably young. (in their early fifties) I’m still young (late 20’s, and I know I can make a better existence) I want to break this pattern, I need to believe in myself.