People just do things in different ways that I don’t understand and as much as I want to just let them go, some won’t..I don’t understand it and somedays I just don’t want to fix anything because I figure if I make them feel like shit and they do the same to me, there’s no point in fixing anything. Egg shells, thats what it feels like right now.
crmcmaho7003's Life List
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1. Quit Smoking
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2. Stop crying
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3. Be Myself Again
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4. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy
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5. know who I am
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6. stop trying to fix everything
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7. find me
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8. not be manipulated
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9. stop picking my skin
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10. be a better friend and email/phone/see friends on regular basis
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11. Have incredible sex
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12. Go on a roadtrip
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13. Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
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14. To live instead of exist
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15. Be happy without being in love.
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16. Learn to cook
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17. Discover my purpose.
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18. Take more pictures
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19. learn how to drive a stick shift
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20. finish college
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21. Fix relationships
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22. see Serenity the day it comes out
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23. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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24. stop listening to my friends and do what i want
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25. grow my hair long
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26. manage my time better
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27. give invitations you can't decline
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28. Worry less.
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29. pick up and move to another city just to start over
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30. Make new friends
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31. live passionately
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32. not leave everything until the last minute
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33. be the world to one person
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34. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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Recent entries
Its not like they're broken
4 years ago
MN Tax
4 years ago
New 75 cent increase in cigarette tax went into effect on Monday…Ouch…I can’t afford to pay that much to kill myself slowly…
Tempting
4 years ago
Every day, every problem, every slight mishap really just makes me want to pack light and go. No numbers, no trails, and just go until I find somewhere nice to settle down and try to stabilize there hopefully without being followed. I need to be on my own and do it myself in order for me to be happy.
