crookedhead

is conquering her to-do list



I'm doing 31 things
 

crookedhead's Life List

  1. 1. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
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    897 people
  2. 2. finish the book by our birthdays in june
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    1 person
  3. 3. pay off the credit cards
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    13 people
  4. 4. get published
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    2,188 people
  5. 5. control my drinking
    4 entries . 2 cheers
    69 people
  6. 6. wear a size that is in most stores
    6 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. conquer depression
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    71 people
  8. 8. have a closer relationship with my partner
    6 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  9. 9. socialize more
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    267 people
  10. 10. a fulfilling career
    1 person
  11. 11. better sex life
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    6 people
  12. 12. play soccer with the boys this summer
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    1 person
  13. 13. marriage
    127 people
  14. 14. make a living as a fiction writer
    1 person
  15. 15. win an award as a fiction writer
    1 person
  16. 16. heal my relationship with my mom
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    1 person
  17. 17. a house
    7 people
  18. 18. learn to scuba dive
    2,709 people
  19. 19. take nubby-person to australia
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    1 person
  20. 20. relearn french
    457 people
  21. 21. make a movie
    3,134 people
  22. 22. be a lead singer in a band
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    10 people
  23. 23. increase my wings tattoo
    1 person
  24. 24. learn to surf
    1 entry
    8,124 people
  25. 25. get rid of bad habits from my 20's
    1 entry
    1 person
  26. 26. nicer clothes
    1 person
  27. 27. build furniture
    164 people
  28. 28. have a library
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    285 people
  29. 29. live in paris for a month
    7 people
  30. 30. live in venice for a month
    1 entry
    2 people
  31. 31. go to amsterdam for a party week with partner
    1 person

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How to visit Scotland
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Recent entries
play soccer with the boys this summer
couch to 5k?

so there is this running program online called “couch to 5k” that everyone is gaga over. i might try it! this would put me WAY closer to achieving my playing-soccer goal.

obstacles:
- fear
- laziness
- bad feet
- really bad feet

i’ve figured out what is wrong with my feet, and now i have to go get orthotics. i don’t know why i keep putting this off. MUST STOP PUTTING IT OFF.

so mini-goal: get orthotics for feet so i can walk/run a lot.



wear a size that is in most stores (read all 6 entries…)
after TWO MONTHS

so after doing a quick weight check and getting VERY disgruntled, i did a very bad thing: i took a week off. i still ate really healthy things, just much more of them. i also drank a bunch of really good wine, slept instead of exercised, and ate several club sandwiches at the local diner with glee.

and now i am back on the train. refreshed, still a bit frustrated, but regretting nothing.

i think the three hardest things about all of this are as follows:
- reducing wine consumption
- increasing exercise
- not getting discouraged when the scales don’t change – WEEK AFTER WEEK

so okay. let’s just get a move on, already!



have a closer relationship with my partner (read all 6 entries…)
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right now, i feel nothing but

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frustration
depressed
anger
rage
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despair
done

we are in a bad place, draped in good.
we are not real. we are not getting closer.
blargh



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