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I’m staring at you, nothing else.
Looking into you, nothing else.
Becoming you, nothing else.

Trying to understand your doubts and your fears, hoping theirs something that can help stop the tears.

I’m feeling your confidence being knocked as you are so set back, you leave me in shock.

Constantly questioning the smiles on your face, why should’nt you be happy? Do you need to escape?
Pushing yourself in dark cold corners, asking yourself why do you act this way for us.

Your beautiful self image being ripped away, as you shred at yourself each and every day.

Trying to be you, just nothing else! So I can help heal the pain as I know I can help…

Your passion seeps through but the image left behind, as you sit their uncomfortably as you try to redesign.

The self that you are will be here today, tommorow, forever; in each and every way.

I question myself on why you hide. As the mirror reflects back leaving no pride.

Two seperate portrays: One front, One you.

As the front is put on… I only see you!

Crystal Waters

5 Mins

Tired of holding onto nothing, im not looking down!
And im not looking back because their theres no sound…

Feeling the support mold into my hands, then slide into the ground like the seep of quick sand.

Quickly your gone and I see it here, the ripples getting bigger; the waves getting near. feeling overwhelmed at the colour of life, the rainbow shines bright but the darkness overtakes… the emotions on my face and the feeling of no escape.

It haunts me as I felt you here, supporting my bones as the fear over hears….my thoughts and prayers as I am alone, the support I had has now been thrown!

Covering my eyes as the tears seep out. Too scared to open because if I peep out…
My truth and well being could be carved, deep as the knife creates the scar.

Dont mold your footprint onto my life; aggressively treading as it leaves a fright.
Tired of holding onto nothing as noones ever their, im not looking down…Just looking up as I stare…

The wander of darkness leaves me in peace. As the person I needed is nothing close to discreet.

Crystal Waters

4 mins

Drinking wine and thinking bliss is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head are skidding up and down again
Up and down and ‘round again, down and up and ‘round again

Oh, I’ve had my chances and I’ve taken them all
Just to end up right back here on the floor
To end up right back here on the floor

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell
But I’m not scared at all
The cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball

Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgiveness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace
And I’m learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes

Oh, I’ve felt that fire and I, I’ve been burned
But I wouldn’t trade the pain for what I’ve learned
I wouldn’t trade the pain for what I’ve learned

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell
But I’m not scared at all
Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball

Irony, irony, this hate and love, hate and love
What it does to me? What it’s done to me? What is done, done?

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel
Broken mirrors and a black cat’s cold stare
Walk under ladders on my way to hell, I’ll meet you there
But I’m not scared at all, I’m not scared at all
‘Bout the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball