ctndu

well i recently read of the “new age” phenomenon and to be honest with you all that it stands for just makes sense, i have a greater sense of purpose knowing what it goes for and have a sense of there’s more than just this life and that really we all truly are more connected than we’d like to admit. I have began meditating and already i can see that i feel more grounded in the moment and don’t feel so confined by all the wants and superficial things that society holds so high, the people around you the natural world engulfing you, that’s real those things matter and the tech we surround ourselves with are just conveniences not to become attached to

Empty,
fill me with your fears, dreams and aspirations, here i’ll hold them dear, here i’ll keep them waiting for more.

I am a vessel fill me with your thoughts,

Empty,

I am the cup to the tea you just finished, grab another and muse some more each time i await that empty pour, the moment you’ll put me down and go away find another item to hold you,

Empty,

I am the mind that draws a blank, filled with questions but no answers, frustrations with no relief in sight. The knowledge to meet the end is all i could want.

Empty,

I am the heart that yearns for a lover, the loner who wishes he had someone whom he could tell how lonely he is, the mistress who shares a love and finds her bed empty at night, waiting for the time when the one she shares might choose her over the other.

Empty,

I am the night and all is clear the stars shine hollow and the sun has set the clouds have fled, people who decide there’s no wonder in a clear night sky stay inside away from the cold.

Empty,

I am the boy, the girl, the man, the woman, who has just lost all she had to live for, a storm of situations they just couldn’t handle the warm of day holds no comfort, these days are not the ones we had planned for.

Empty,

I am the cool space between, the place where no one wants to be, I am the place between where you are and where you’re going, the Journey that some don’t want to take, the area that all happens in, the place everyone leaves only to return, empty i am the cool space between here and now, the heart that yearns and more. I am more than anyone can handle and much less than we wish one would wish for.

It’s song I made =D
Capo 3rd fret,strum pattern DDuu/DDuu….but i just realised i really can’t convey the intricacies without having someone heard it lol but it’s sung in the talking style of bright eyes (eg. first day of my life), love that band

C (032010)
E (022100)
A minor (002210)
F (003211)
G minor (320033)

Now I’ll be short and sweet about this, but i just can’t stand it when you look me in the eyes and i try to tell you this politely, but theres just no way to put it. And i can’t seem to live without it, cause your touch just keeps me going for miles and miles.
I just don’t think you can ever see, just the way you mean to me, but i don’t think that i want you too, cause there’s a brightening fear it’ll just scare you and that baby is not what i want to do.
So here we are standing side by side, looking up at the night time skies and that’s when it dawns on me that the most beautiful thing i see, is you.
then i lean in a little closer for a kiss, but I’m just so silly, yea i miss. that’s when you whisper “try again” and our lips touch, I’m in heaven.
Now I’ll be short and sweet about this, but i just can’t stand it when you look me in the eyes, and i try to tell you this politely, but there’s just no way to put it, and when i look you in the eyes all i see, all those hugs and kisses all we used to be. Now i sit home alone with my tears, there’s no way to get back to what we had.