ctndu

yep, just being my awesome self =D



I'm doing 32 things
 

ctndu's Life List

  1. 1. get super good grades in skool
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    1 person
  2. 2. ask myself what i would do if didnt have the possibility of failiure each day
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    1 person
  3. 3. To live instead of exist
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    10,883 people
  4. 4. stop wishing it would happen and make it happen
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    1 person
  5. 5. write a song
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    4,202 people
  6. 6. be more confident
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    10,292 people
  7. 7. be happy
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    21,868 people
  8. 8. procrastinate less
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    1,653 people
  9. 9. admit what I really want
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    38 people
  10. 10. visit new york
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    1,365 people
  11. 11. talk in spanish more often
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    1 person
  12. 12. sleep under the stars
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    3,729 people
  13. 13. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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    18,597 people
  14. 14. figure out what im going to do with my life
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    21 people
  15. 15. make a difference
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    6,778 people
  16. 16. get my drivers license
    5,036 people
  17. 17. kiss in the rain,apparently it romantic? lol
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    1 person
  18. 18. work out every day
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    220 people
  19. 19. go to japan
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    3,332 people
  20. 20. become a better drummer
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    50 people
  21. 21. become a better me!!
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    13 people
  22. 22. be a better dancer
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    149 people
  23. 23. fall in love
    6 entries . 1 cheer
    24,481 people
  24. 24. be more outgoing
    2,406 people
  25. 25. stay on top of my crohns
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  26. 26. understand quantum physics
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    91 people
  27. 27. take more pictures
    5 entries . 1 cheer
    14,313 people
  28. 28. learn japanese
    9,742 people
  29. 29. go to a linkin park concert
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    24 people
  30. 30. find a quote i can live by
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    1 person
  31. 31. draw more
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    2,153 people
  32. 32. live
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    1,883 people

How I did it
How to get a job
It took me
45 weeks
It made me
money


How to stop pittying myself
It took me
5 months
It made me
lemon squeesy =D


How to want to become a better singer
It took me
3 months
It made me
meh


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live
idk 1 week ago

lately i just havent been feeling like im living, you know? like i havent gone out and done somthing awesome, something that makes my heart race, somthing thats like wow, wtf was i thinking? that was so stupid but so cool!! yea so i gotta get ontop of this, i gotta get my heart racing



admit what I really want (read all 4 entries…)
not so complicated 2 weeks ago

well to be honest what i want right now is for my life to not be so complicated, im pretty sure to most people it isnt but for the most part its never really been complicated all i had to do was live, try and be happy but now its harder to do those things well i mean with me being a senior and such i gotta figure out wht the bloody hell im gonna do with my life and thought i was on top of it but im not.

As for being happy well for the most part i am but wow yea, its much harder when part of your happiness is tied to another person and they can make you feel so much better like your ontop of the world but can instantly make you feel the exact opposite not that thats happend, well not purposely and not to a great extent but im kinda affraid of it happening…well thats the curse of hearting someone, but its more than worth it i think and i know she’d never do that with any intent behind it so….yea but theres an elegance in simplicity and i want to live it XD



admit what I really want (read all 4 entries…)
well i wanted to get this down. 2 weeks ago

i acctually have something to lose, its the most scary exciting feeling in the world. if i dont do this right i will lose it all. i will be right where i started, but i wont. i wont screw up. Ive got too much to lose…

so im in arizona for a week and well im gonna be honest i kinda really miss claudia. i mean dang, im thinking bout here alot and yea…kinda wish i coulda spent halloween with here back in michigan instead of visiting the fam, woulda been way more fun too =P. but ya… got three more days til i go back home. dont get me wrong arizonas a cool state and all but i kinda wanna go back home so i can see claudia along with all my friends but mostly her.

i just got ungrounded and she’s grounded for one week then we can finally hangout ya.



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