ctndu

yep, just being my awesome self =D



I'm doing 33 things
 

ctndu's Life List

  1. 1. get super good grades in skool
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    1 person
  2. 2. To live instead of exist
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    10,864 people
  3. 3. stop wishing it would happen and make it happen
    2 entries . 7 cheers
    1 person
  4. 4. write a song
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    4,209 people
  5. 5. be more confident
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    10,293 people
  6. 6. be happy
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    21,832 people
  7. 7. procrastinate less
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    1,656 people
  8. 8. admit what I really want
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    40 people
  9. 9. visit new york
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    1,369 people
  10. 10. talk in spanish more often
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    1 person
  11. 11. sleep under the stars
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    3,713 people
  12. 12. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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    18,534 people
  13. 13. figure out what im going to do with my life
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    21 people
  14. 14. make a difference
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    6,785 people
  15. 15. live
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    1,872 people
  16. 16. ask myself what i would do if didnt have the possibility of failiure each day
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    1 person
  17. 17. get my drivers license
    5,030 people
  18. 18. kiss in the rain,apparently it romantic? lol
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    1 person
  19. 19. work out every day
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    221 people
  20. 20. go to japan
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    3,335 people
  21. 21. become a better drummer
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    50 people
  22. 22. become a better me!!
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    14 people
  23. 23. be a better dancer
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    149 people
  24. 24. fall in love
    6 entries . 1 cheer
    24,438 people
  25. 25. be more outgoing
    2,403 people
  26. 26. stay on top of my crohns
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  27. 27. understand quantum physics
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    91 people
  28. 28. take more pictures
    5 entries . 1 cheer
    14,311 people
  29. 29. learn japanese
    9,738 people
  30. 30. go to a linkin park concert
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    24 people
  31. 31. find a quote i can live by
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    1 person
  32. 32. draw more
    2 entries
    2,160 people
  33. 33. get a samsung p3
    1 entry
    1 person

How I did it
How to get a job
It took me
45 weeks
It made me
money


How to stop pittying myself
It took me
5 months
It made me
lemon squeesy =D


How to want to become a better singer
It took me
3 months
It made me
meh


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Recent entries
get a samsung p3
new mp3 3 days ago

i desparetly need a new mp3 player with more space and this ones awesome cause its got a touch screen and its less than an ipod touch which is crazy expensive!



live
idk 2 weeks ago

lately i just havent been feeling like im living, you know? like i havent gone out and done somthing awesome, something that makes my heart race, somthing thats like wow, wtf was i thinking? that was so stupid but so cool!! yea so i gotta get ontop of this, i gotta get my heart racing



admit what I really want (read all 4 entries…)
not so complicated 3 weeks ago

well to be honest what i want right now is for my life to not be so complicated, im pretty sure to most people it isnt but for the most part its never really been complicated all i had to do was live, try and be happy but now its harder to do those things well i mean with me being a senior and such i gotta figure out wht the bloody hell im gonna do with my life and thought i was on top of it but im not.

As for being happy well for the most part i am but wow yea, its much harder when part of your happiness is tied to another person and they can make you feel so much better like your ontop of the world but can instantly make you feel the exact opposite not that thats happend, well not purposely and not to a great extent but im kinda affraid of it happening…well thats the curse of hearting someone, but its more than worth it i think and i know she’d never do that with any intent behind it so….yea but theres an elegance in simplicity and i want to live it XD



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