cute1987

I feel like i can never make, or keep friends.

All the guys that want to be friends have other ideas, but i have a boyfriend i have been with for 5 years now. And all the females seem to hate me, and talk behind my back and nice to my face, i know they think i’m a bimbo, an airhead etc etc i’m not, and it hurts.

I guess i need to find a friend like me, a girly girl.

So, I’ve reached 15k friends on myspace. I keep feeling scared i will get deleted. I’m using whore trains and a bot, but i make sure i only send out 500 requests per day, or accept 500. Only a few people actually accept friend requests though because there so many spammers around now a days.

Sooo many people say its pathetic and sad when people want tons of friends on myspace, but its the opposite. Its a great way to get noticed all over the WORLD for what you do. I happen to be a model, hopefully a famous one. If forbidden can do it, i can. Shes not even that pretty.

All my family and friends beg me to follow my dreams to become a model. My myspace is a secret at the moment and set to private until the big reveal to the world at 100k, i’m also spending a couple of thousand having professional photos taken, myspace flash overlay, and an official website created for me.

I hope my plans don’t fall through