cutebutpsycho

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cutebutpsycho's Life List

  1. 1. Be more like Jesus
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    80 people
  2. 2. Elect a Republican President in 4 years!
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    1 person
  3. 3. Never give up
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    343 people
  4. 4. Be a published author
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    80 people
  5. 5. Finish my book
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    559 people
  6. 6. Exercise more
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    5,135 people
  7. 7. Listen to at least one song a day
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    1 person
  8. 8. Move to Colorado
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    192 people
  9. 9. Become fluent in French
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    1,351 people
  10. 10. Stop procrastinating
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    26,997 people
  11. 11. Love without fear
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    1,849 people
  12. 12. Beat depression
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    206 people
  13. 13. Be more organized
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    3,239 people
  14. 14. Be happy
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    21,899 people
  15. 15. Move out of my parents' house after college
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    1 person
  16. 16. Live passionately
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    5,600 people
  17. 17. Become less enraged at instances of stupidity
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    513 people
  18. 18. Only eat when I'm hungry
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    539 people
  19. 19. Accept compliments more easily
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    3 people
  20. 20. Never settle
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    131 people
  21. 21. Be good to those that care about me
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    15 people
  22. 22. Be a better person
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    3,574 people
  23. 23. Be able to do a handstand
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    19 people
  24. 24. Have better posture
    7,730 people
  25. 25. Conquer my Generalized Anxiety Disorder
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    1 person
  26. 26. Pray more
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    3,062 people
  27. 27. Be on time to things
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    1 person
  28. 28. Forgive
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  29. 29. Respect the planet
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    1 person
  30. 30. Get a real job
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    300 people
  31. 31. Practice my clarinet
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    13 people
  32. 32. Get outside more
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    98 people
  33. 33. Daydream more often
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    4 people
  34. 34. Pass English 201 without freaking out or giving up
    2 people
  35. 35. Not hate anyone anymore
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    1 person
  36. 36. Be more observant
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    47 people
  37. 37. Become a level 30 Accordion Thief on KoL
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    1 person
  38. 38. Get a small, inconspicuous tattoo in honor of my grandma (maybe)
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    1 person
  39. 39. Get closer to my sister
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    12 people
  40. 40. Start an animal sanctuary
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    19 people
  41. 41. Have my own garden
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    142 people
  42. 42. Get a Maltese puppy!
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    9 people
  43. 43. Work for Seth MacFarlane
    1 person

How I did it
How to get my teeth whitened
It took me
1 day
It made me
show my teeth


How to visit San Francisco
It took me
1 day
It made me
ummm...


How to build a snowman
It took me
1 day
It made me
bright and shiny!


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Recent entries
get a real job
:P 3 months ago

My dad is willing to train me to be a Dental Assistant. He says he prefers ones trained by dentists rather than schools because school-trained assistants always have to unlearn bad habits. I don’t actually know what he means by that, other than the obvious.
I prefer being trained to going to school, because I think it depersonalizes (wow, big word!) the experience. Folks who learned their trade through apprenticeship with a skilled teacher are usually better than those who went to school learning from someone who wasn’t good enough to actually earn a living with their trade. For proof, see “Those who can’t do, teach!” No offense to teachers, including my mom!



Be more observant
Does this count? 5 months ago

I watched an episode of ‘The Closer’ with Kyra Sedgwick on TNT (new favorite!). I knew the answer before they did! I don’t know if that counts, but it’s fun for me. Normally I’m confused until the end credits on those detective shows.
If this does count, then I don’t know what I did. I have been watching ‘Leverage’ and ‘Burn Notice’ (love that basic cable stuff) – maybe some of their skills have been rubbing off on me?



Get closer to my sister (read all 3 entries…)
Going to move this WAY down.... 5 months ago

This is even less likely than my goofy goal of wanting to work for Seth MacFarlane. I mean, seriously! I won’t see her for AT LEAST another 7 months. We have NOTHING in common. I love her, don’t get me wrong. But searching in SF (the city? Anyone?) for 6 hours and then giving up really will do a number on your patience. My mom is almost distraught with my ‘unwillingness’ to write my sister while she’s out of state. But seriously – who is unwilling to communicate with whom here? The sister who ran away, leaving no note? or the sister that’s been desperately trying to keep the first sister from dying? I begged her to talk to me, and I bared my soul to her several times, and what did I get? Either BS or nothing. That gets old quick. And she’s still not being honest with the counselors at the ‘place’. She’s not being honest with my parents, either. Why would I want to talk to a liar? I know she’s safe, I know she’s being taken care of, and I know she’s not with that loser boyfriend. I’m good for now.
It’s just so hard, because I love her… But I’m so angry.
But I love her.



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