I'm doing 38 things
I desperately need to find my personality. Please anyone give me tips. I am a shell of a man right now…
daNYknicka's Life List
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1. be less shy
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2. get to know my brother better
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3. Freestyle Rap
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4. Say "no" every time i feel like it and not feel guilty
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5. dunk a basketball
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6. rehabilitate my knee
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7. Return to having the body that girls drool over
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8. read, read, and read some more
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9. improve my concentration
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10. learn to meditate
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11. get a job- ANY job
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12. talk to more people
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13. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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14. Talk more
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15. show more emotion
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16. develop my personality
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17. become a better conversationalist
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18. improve my health
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19. be a better brother
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20. sleep normal people hours (stop staying up so damn late, and sleeping all day..)
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21. be more confident
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22. meet women
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23. Lose 20 pounds
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24. Make enough money so that money doesn't matter
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25. Improve my social skills
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26. get rich
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27. meet girls
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28. Be enthusiastic in all I do
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29. be more energetic
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30. keep smiling, even when the stranger isn't smiling back (yet)
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31. drink less alcohol
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32. be funny
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33. improve my vision
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34. look in the mirror less
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35. be less scary
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36. look less tired
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37. be less tired
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38. eat healthy
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Recent entries
Is there anybody here with this problem? I have been quiet all my life been called everything from gay to crazy beacause of this. but when I do try to talk its like my mind goes blank and in this pause of conversation i find my self thinking of what to say more than saying something.
Meeting new people is torture for me. I just can’t seem to talk. No matter how hard I try. And then when I do I end up having a robotic having a robotic conversation making me have and even lower self esteem than what I started with. I go back to school in 3 weeks, and I’m known for being the creepy guy that looks at you but says nothing. Hopefully this can change before I go back. advice?
