When my little one stalks about him because he does not understand why his dad just up and left. It was unexpected to us both. I am old enough to know there is no reason good enough on earth but my little one is not! It is sad for him and I always have to remind my self to keep my feelings out of the way of his. He needs one sensible adult in his life!
dabridge's Life List
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1. be a devoted christian
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2. pratice my faith faithfully
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3. Be the best mom I can be
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4. I want to totally forgive them both for destroying my family and sense of security and more importantly for doing so thoughtlessly what they did to our 6 year old!
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5. Find ways to use my God given gifts
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6. be the best Friend I can be
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7. loose weight
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8. straight a's
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9. Be smarter with my time to accomplish all goals I have
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10. Get new style
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11. become more organized
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12. stop procastinating
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13. Be smarter with my money
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14. exercise faithfully
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15. become fluent in spanish
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16. I want to travel
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17. Publish my childrens stories
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18. Put my Journals together in a book to publish
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19. Scuba dive
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20. Go sailing
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Recent entries
My heart still aches
8 months ago
I pray every day for forgiveness of his sins
8 months ago
I realize that only thru forgiveness to him can I have myown forgiveness for my sins and it is just a perpetual cycle. Karma. Let them be the one who will face the negative energies that will come back on them eventually. As for me I want to put out what I really want to recieve back and that is kindness, love, forgiveness, and to be happy just being me. I am OK without him and if any one truely deserves a man like him, it is a woman who would knowing destroy another womans family for her own personal gain. but what did she really gain?
I am free to be happy now
