damnyoux2




I'm doing 28 things
 

damnyoux2's Life List

  1. 1. be me
    386 people
  2. 2. be pretty
    661 people
  3. 3. be happy
    1 cheer
    21,829 people
  4. 4. like myself
    346 people
  5. 5. feel real
    4 people
  6. 6. have real friends
    1 cheer
    45 people
  7. 7. graduate
    1,997 people
  8. 8. not be stereotyped
    1 cheer
    4 people
  9. 9. die young
    80 people
  10. 10. get somewhere in life
    4 people
  11. 11. eat healthier
    10,099 people
  12. 12. lose weight
    36,311 people
  13. 13. find a reason to live
    1 cheer
    16 people
  14. 14. find a decent guy
    14 people
  15. 15. have friends outside of school
    1 person
  16. 16. smile and mean it
    1 entry
    50 people
  17. 17. believe in myself
    1,187 people
  18. 18. find a cute little emo boy
    1 person
  19. 19. be truely loved
    7 people
  20. 20. see my psychotherapist again
    1 person
  21. 21. Improve my posture
    1 cheer
    2,660 people
  22. 22. Grow my hair long (again)
    280 people
  23. 23. see taking back sunday
    3 people
  24. 24. stop lying
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    909 people
  25. 25. meet adam lazarra
    4 people
  26. 26. move out
    3,047 people
  27. 27. never cut again
    10 people
  28. 28. finish drawing my tattoo
    1 person
Recent entries
smile and mean it
[ smile like you mean it ] 2 years ago

so there is this boy.. he makes me smile..real smiles. he is the sweetest boy ever, proving there are some decent men left in this world. if feels so good to know there is someone who gets me.
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stop lying
liar liar [ if were keeping score ] 2 years ago

i lie even when i don’t have to.
i hate it but i just keep going.
i lie about stuff that never happened.
or to cover something up.
i don’t do it to feel better about things.
i feel worse after the fact.
i know i have bigger issues than this.
but i really want this one to stop.
i can be honest.
too honest sometimes.
but with some people i can’t.
i always look out for other people’s feelings.
rather than my own.
i am obsessed with not hurting people.
that sounds weird but i am.
i would rather get hurt than them.
this is terrible.
i have to stop.




 

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