so there is this boy.. he makes me smile..real smiles. he is the sweetest boy ever, proving there are some decent men left in this world. if feels so good to know there is someone who gets me.
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4. like myself
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6. have real friends
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7. graduate
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8. not be stereotyped
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9. die young
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10. get somewhere in life
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11. eat healthier
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12. lose weight
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13. find a reason to live
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14. find a decent guy
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16. smile and mean it
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17. believe in myself
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18. find a cute little emo boy
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19. be truely loved
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20. see my psychotherapist again
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21. Improve my posture
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22. Grow my hair long (again)
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24. stop lying
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25. meet adam lazarra
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28. finish drawing my tattoo
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Recent entries
[ smile like you mean it ]
2 years ago
liar liar [ if were keeping score ]
3 years ago
i lie even when i don’t have to.
i hate it but i just keep going.
i lie about stuff that never happened.
or to cover something up.
i don’t do it to feel better about things.
i feel worse after the fact.
i know i have bigger issues than this.
but i really want this one to stop.
i can be honest.
too honest sometimes.
but with some people i can’t.
i always look out for other people’s feelings.
rather than my own.
i am obsessed with not hurting people.
that sounds weird but i am.
i would rather get hurt than them.
this is terrible.
i have to stop.
