danapiper

Do I really need a reason to want to go here? To the most pristine and beautiful and unique set of islands in the world, where life finds a way. And I want to go there on my boat. So I must achieve that goal first. But it will happen.

Because I’ve always had trouble being loved, not in a family or friend love kind of way, but in a significant other kind of way. And I want to reach the point where I’m not afraid to open up to someone else, to the possibility that I’m not going to get hurt or trapped or have any regrets. And can just be loved and enjoy that for what it is.

I’ve always wanted to create something truly unique but whenever I sit down and try to write a song it’s not what I want it to be. The frame of mind I’m in when I do the sitting down is never right, it’s always sad or angry. I want to create something beautiful, something I can be proud of, not something that reminds me of how miserable I was when I wrote it.