when i’m not happy, i want to be, when i am, i feel like i don’t deserve it i’m missing something. it’s an ongoing cycle.
danisamp's Life List
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1. get over my fear of driving
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2. dye my hair strawberry blonde
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3. go to cosmetology school
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4. stay in love
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5. prove everyone wrong
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6. start playing piano again
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7. start impressing myself, instead of others
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8. move into my basement
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9. get my nose fixed
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10. go blonde
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11. finish learning spanish
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12. learn to speak italian
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13. drink more water
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14. get better at keeping in touch with people who are important to me
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15. become better at small-talk
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16. whistle loudly with my fingers
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17. stop worrying about what other people think
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18. stop worrying about everything
207 people -
19. stop worrying about money
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20. become a morning person.
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21. sing like no one's listening
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22. Be Myself Again
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23. get more exercise
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24. let myself be happy
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25. be happy with myself
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26. get rid of everything I don't need
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27. Create a Photography Portfolio
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28. learn to play the harmonica
810 people -
29. write again
54 people -
30. Live together with the person i love
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31. make my own postsecret and send it
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32. cure my hyperacusis
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33. Perform deliberate acts of kindness.
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34. love harder
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35. be more productive
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36. fill up an entire book with thoughts
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37. have more energy
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38. make my own prom dress
1,372 people
How I did it: At 16, in my sophomore year, I decided that i was wasting time in high school having to retake classes due to excessive tardies and absences due mostly to fatigue, stemming from anxiety/depression, that had been going on for a few years. The school wasn't helping out much, so when i was finally eligible at 16 i signed out of school. My plans were to get my G.E.D. and go on to a nearby community college as soon as i could. The G.E.D. tests… Read how I did it…
i’ve been looking at every nose i’ve been seeing lately and i’m starting to think i’d regret shaving off my italian bump. it just, wouldn’t be me anymore. maybe just a little..we’ll see. atleast i’m getting my crooked septum and tip cartilage straightened out. that won’t make so much of a visual difference.

