danyellsaysyes

i have this problem when i go to a book store and i’m not finished the book i just bought i go out and buy three more and start them but i never finish the one i just left off on

hahaha

i want to hug someone who really needs a hug because im sure some people really need a support person and don’t have one i want to help somone like i’ve been helped and stop feeling sorry for just myself i want to help someone who needs it

and a hug can really help

i dont hate him
i could never hate him
im sure he dislikes me
we have both done things
and i feel that i need to stop thinking of hope
because its never going to happen as much as i believe
and when i tell myself and remind myself of all the horrible things
i cant get the wonderful things out of my head
i want to get over him so i can remeber who i used to be
and how i used to live before him
i know it will take time before anything subsides
and im not a person to catch on the rebound
because i dont flirt and that is what he has told me he found so flattering about me

people tell me that i need to find things and make things happen for me

for the past relationship i had was a wonderful thing but i cant let myself get back into it

i need to fall out of love with this person in the way that i still do and to accept that it is over and that one day when the time is right things will get better