daphnia

so all you experience netflixers, please tell me how good the service is. Does it take a long time for them to acknowlege that you’ve returned the movies? are the quality of the DVDs generally good? Anything pro and cons I should consider? Is it worth the money? Thanks a lot.

Okay, so obviously I’m still alive to write this entry. In a sense I’m a coward who didn’t carry out what she believes in (I can ellaborate on my philosophy some other time). Really as you become older, you realize that the opportunity cost of your failed attempt becomes higher. So unless you are sure to die, don’t do it. You have to clean up after your ass. I tried many times but the one time that lead me to a hospital happened when I was 17 (now 21, F). As a result of that incident, I had to transfer school (‘cause the administrations are cruel asses who only want to prevent themselves from lawsuits) and go through the application process again—-a hell lot of uncertainty and sadness. And then in college I had another major depressive episode which also affected my academic performance. I left for one year taking only half load at a less demanding school. Maybe I didn’t work hard enough but it’s really hard to keep myself concentrated not knowing the bigger meaning of life. Anyways, I’m returning to my original college on Sept. 1st and I hope things go well for me. I can’t afford to screw up anymore. I’m more agnostic but still drop me a good luck note, prayer, or blessing. Good luck to those who are also suffering. Take it one day at a time.