it was well worth the four years of hard work and stupid kid drama. Im finally ready to move on in life and I actually realized how important people are to me. i am so happy I did not drop out or get my GED like some of my friends did. i was able to live my life as a teen and be ready for college without a problem!
It was hard work in Highschool but I finally did it and got accepted into Cleveland State which made me very happy! I declared anursing major and now i have about 6 years to go. i start August 27th! I cant wait!
After being on the medication for awhile and letting it kick in i am not thinking everyones out to get me. Of course we all have to watch our back but i dont hate being alone for more then an hour anymore. This is the best thing I could have ever done for myself besides take vitamins. I wish everyone on here luck my paranoia lasted out of 18 years on earth 10 of them. So I know how it ruins relationships and yourself in general. Good Luck!
after recieving bipolor medication I seem to be able to calm down more and not act like the world is ending over simple things anymore. I feel so much better im still stressed but it is alot better. I would like to be a little calmer then i am now but with school it seems hard. Hopefully I can reach the point where im just content with life and that should help me out greatly.
well so far its growing. Wen to get my hair cut and ended up chopping off more then I wanted:( but its healthy right now! I am eating jello and taking Botin. Along with I went out and spent the extra money to buy Herbal Essance shampoo that I really like. I also use a detangler when I get out of the shower and a hair mask once a week for now. Keeping away from the flatiron is hard but im getting by. so about still where I was last month. 4 or 5 more inches and hopefully i can get an inch or two in by my prom:) that would be nice.
I am now 140 and didnt even know i packed the pounds on. This has been an uphill battle for me i was 125 all the way until october and now this. Life sucks:( fifteen pounds by the end of March. Can i do it? I think so! i was able to avoid the horrible temptation of Mcdonalds today. Instead got a half salad from Wendys and a potato. All together i did good on calories today and will do a workout here ina minute to burn some calories. pretty good first day start off:) I just need to get past temptation and this will be the easiest goal ever. When your friends eat 24/7 you tend to get into that as well. I will see by next monday how much I lost :D
im starting to think im just naturally stressful? is that even possible?
seems like getting accepted isnt the problem:) waiting for the replies from John Caroll and Case Western Reserve. I cant wait to get the show on the road. going in for nursing. Midwife degree here i come!
Im actually getting better with this goal. For years i have struggled to find who i really am and what people are to be trusted and what arent, etc. Now that i am older to be honest, i realized im getting happier now just by opening my eyes to the real world. Friends dont make me happy. All those “friends” I had a couple years back were stealing from me the whole time, trying to get me into drugs and drinking. Does that really mkae me happy? or having a couple close friends who encourage me and dont steal my shit and stayed in school and want to make a future for themselves make me happy? Do the “hot” guys that all girls want make me happy or that guy who is overlooked by most at first because he seems like a “thug” when in reality he is the nicest guy you have ever met? Only i can mkae myself happy. Fake people and what people say will make me happy really never did make me happy. By getting rid of those “toxic” friends, being myself, finding the guy i want to date, not suggested to date and realizing what my future holds makes me a happy person.
four more months and im out! cant wait!
still around the same length. At first I was mad about it but honestly I havent been to nice to my hair so i do i expect it to be nice back (lol) well i put away my heat products and going back to ym natural look. Been doing good so far and i just dyed it but im very careful on what hairdye and i dye it darker because apparently thats better for your hair? still tkaing biotin and stuff. Washing and conditioning mask. i might switch shampoo’s to that herbal essance stuff possibly. ive been just putting it up in pony tails and stuff recently and not over washing it, letting it get dirty here and there so hope this works out1 I need about 4 or 5 more inches I think. I just cut it as well and im going out again next month to trim it.
i cant believe how much better my face has gotten. i mena im still breakign out because of my own habits i havent taken out yet but otherwise it looks great! i stopped wearing as much make-up, washing my face, medicated acne lotion and a mint julep mask (me and my bf do it together lol) and votamins! my skin looks great add the water in there and take out deserts and sugary pop and it looks mazing!
well i figured out i have paranoid feelings cuz i have a disorder causing it. maybe after tkaing my medicine for awhile it will all work out! i hope!
Wasnt what I originally planned on getting but the tattoo was great! took two hours and cost me $50 in Avon, Ohio.
well I went on ebay. I had to of course looka couple weeks cuz I kept getting outbidded. Finally I found one perfect condition works great for 90 dollars. Way cheaperthen the verizon store glad I did it!
well seeing a sim doing a detox for my acne might as well for the body. I am basically going to for one week starting tomorrow eat no fast food no meats no dairy no junk food no salts or sugars and no grease and pasta and breads ad such. So like fish and perogies and tht kinda stuff and of course just water all day every day. Once im over theweek mark im hopeing i will feel much better and get out there and only add back some of those things and develope new habits. I really am tired of being sick all the time .
Well I decided since I want to detox my body anyways I would do one for acne! So starting tomorrow i got one week of no pop, sugar,meat,dairy,etc. So basically I will be going on Fish, veggies, fruits, and thts about it for the most part. Cant have butter and all tht stuff and im going to stay away from the carbs. This of course is for just a week. Then afterwards im hoping to simply just add certain things in while keeping certain ones out. Like id love to add back chicken and thts really it for the most part. I am okay wih losing the junk food its good for me=]
hopefully sometime in july I will get this tattoo its for the memory of my aunt molly.
I have to say im getting better! I finally bought contacts! i’ve been also working on getting up earlier for school and doing my make-up and hair. Right now im at 130 and wanna get at 125. I what to get rid of the acne and grow out my nails and hair. also trying to figure out what color I like bst on my hair. It kills me really cant figure out what I like yet. So far I am prett yhappy thought oncemy skin clears up an my body looks better I think I will be pretty good on thi goal. I know my boyfriend thinks im amazing now but really I am doign thi to get my own approval not his.