dark_shadow

Learning to accept the concequences in any situation takes great courage and wisdom. To be able to say yes i did make a bad desision and i am going to learn from it is a huge challange for a lot of people, including myself. For a part of my life i made some very bad desiosions that got me into some very dangerous situations. Which eventually resulted in a bad reputation, but worse was that i lost self respect for myself. It was like a part of me died. I am proud to say that drugs are a part of the past, that i have changed. But the truth is that I can’t ingore the fact that i have hurt the ones closest to me my friends and family. Please if there is anyone out there with some advise on dealing with regret and acceptence, or to share your own stories, write in.

For so long it hasw been an unbearable task for me to even look at myself in the mirrior. But today I did it and i took a good hard look, and do you know what i saw, it was confusion and frustration. Why? Well I can’t really say why except that I have not yet learned to except the person that I am or the person I am soon to become. But I guess with the support of friends and family anything is possible. Please if there is someone out there that has some advise for low self esteem, please write to me.