i’m one of the happy few, and i fell like i totally deserve it ! i’ve been working so hard this year and i’m happy to earn that reward :)
darwi's Life List
1. keep in touch with my friends
2. learn to roller skate
3. Go to concerts
4. learn russian
5. learn to fly a plane
6. be nicer with people around me even when i'm under stress
7. see the aurora borealis
8. not be overwhelmed by stress
9. Meet Neil Gaiman
regarding the oral exam i’m having next monday “i think it’s gonna be ok”.
i feel quite relieved !
last year i already went that far in the process. i failed at the end : 2 positions, i was the third in list.
this year there are still 2 position. i MUST be better than last year.
i’m afraid of failure, because that would mean i have not improved despite all the work i’ve done for the last 10 months. would that also mean i should not try anymore ?