daveinsarasota

I also think I am generally a good man, but I want to be a really good man. I try to convince myself that I am such a great guy, and in most cases, I am. But I want to be good in every facet of my life. I want to continue to be a good provider, but I want to be a better dad, a better coach, a better employee, and a better husband. I want to be a better partner to my wife, and a better friend as well.

I have been someone of questionable character. I love my wife more that life itself, but there is something, somewhere, that makes me always want to cover my a$$ for everything, even if it is trivial. I have always been this way, and it bothers my wife of 12 years. I don’t blame her. If I were in her shoes, I would wonder why I am so shady. It doesn’t make sense to me. I don’t really do bad things. I mean…I have done bad things, but I don’t normally. And really….I need to pitch in at home. She is not my maid, and I need to understand that.