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Today I weighed myself and I weigh 141.5… which is good. The weight is coming off slower that I had wanted it to, but the really weird thing is that I don’t think about losing the weight as much as i used to. I honeslty think that stressing myself out by thinking about losing it made it harder to actually lose it. I’m not trying to be an expert or anything… i’ve only lost 8 pounds, but it’s a good 8 pounds… and it feels great!

So, I weighed myself today. 147.5 so, that’s 2.5 pounds, pretty good. I’m happy with that. My goal is to lose 1.5 pounds a week, which should be very doable… but I have to DO the work. It was really really awesome to get a reminder e-mail from myself yesterday. It was really cool reading my note telling myself that I’m worth it and that I can do it. I think the more I read it and tell myself the more I’ll believe it. But I must confess… I went to McDonald’s tonight… errr. But now I’ve had my fix for a while, and I can keep chuggin along from here. more next week…!

I’m pretty sick of having to live paycheck to paycheck, it’s annoying, so, I want to save all the extra money I have for a while. I’m not sure how much, but I want it just incase my 10year old car needs repair, or so I can buy things for special occasions, without having to worry about the other bills. We’ll see how this goes.