ive just recently got a new boyfriend. weve been together for almost 3 months now and hes honestly one of the best things that has ever happened to me..every guy i have EVER dated has been a bad influence on me in some way, whether it be alcohol, drugs, or just plain emotional issues. this is the most normal functional relationship ive had, and im terrified to mess it up. he makes me feel like a better person. im drinking less, i quit smoking cigarettes, and i stopped doing drugs. i can really see having a future with him, i just hope i dont screw it up!
May 06, 2008, 04:56PM PDT | 1 comment
i think ive finally got it! the main reason i did stupid things was because i was always drunk. i guess the two had a big connection! for me i had to stop drinking, and this goal kinda followed! i feel so much wiser and mature now.
May 06, 2008, 04:51PM PDT | 0 comments
OMG it feels sooo amazing not to smoke cigarettes anymore!! its been 6 weeks since ive smoked, the longest in 4 years! i have to say i owe it to my boyfriend..i dont go out drinking as much anymore so my cravings just stopped. i guess the only reason i smoked cigarettes so much was because i drank way too much. but thats a whole other story!!
everyone stop smoking and start being active! its an amazing feeling and a NATURAL high
May 06, 2008, 04:50PM PDT | 0 comments
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