I'm doing 37 things
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3 months ago
There’s just not any time or room in my life for this goal, and it doesn’t appeal tomeatall anymore.
look closer's Life List
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1. feel close to God again
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2. Get married....and STAY married
3 entries . 7 cheers433 people -
3. stop being too lazy to be the person I know I can be
1 entry . 9 cheers1 person -
4. have happy children
2 entries . 3 cheers9 people -
5. live passionately
5 cheers5,592 people -
6. learn to drive
1 entry . 2 cheers6,117 people -
7. drink more water
1 entry . 5 cheers18,914 people -
8. clean my room
2 entries . 1 cheer2,664 people -
9. stick to a morning and evening hygeine routine
1 entry . 1 cheer6 people -
10. Cheer the people who cheer me
1 entry . 4 cheers1 person -
11. List 100 songs and their lyrics that mean something to me
10 entries . 1 cheer20 people -
12. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
1 entry . 2 cheers737 people -
13. Make the most of my 20's
2 entries . 10 cheers604 people -
14. Have enough money, to not worry about having enough money
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15. pay off my credit card
2 entries . 4 cheers1,510 people -
16. Read more
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17. CREATE THE SOUNDTRACK TO MY LIFE
2 cheers1,810 people -
18. Take more pictures
1 entry . 3 cheers14,287 people -
19. take 43 self portrait photographs where you cannot see my face
2 cheers86 people -
20. have a flat stomach
1 entry . 2 cheers2,297 people -
21. find out who's subscribing to me :)
7 entries . 3 cheers84 people -
22. Get new glasses
2 entries . 1 cheer321 people -
23. Make a list of 100 movie quotes
1 entry . 2 cheers64 people -
24. write a book
1 entry . 3 cheers25,994 people -
25. shoot a gun
1 entry . 1 cheer350 people -
26. Pursue a Minimalistic & Simple Life
1 entry . 2 cheers14 people -
27. see a whale
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28. watch the imdb 100 worst movies
2 cheers92 people -
29. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
10 entries . 4 cheers330 people -
30. floss regularly
1 cheer321 people -
31. see the northern lights
1 cheer16,850 people -
32. Go to church
1 cheer698 people -
33. get another tatoo
1 cheer141 people -
34. detoxify my body and free myself of harmful chemicals
2 entries . 3 cheers47 people -
35. make a collage
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36. lose weight for the wedding
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37. Rediscover the things that inspire me
2 people
How I did it
It made me
love 
How I did it: The last few times I thought of suicide I pictured the finality of it. Never seeing my family again. Never seeing my friends again. Leaving my son behind with no mother. I don't want to be that selfish and I don't want to hurt everyone I love so much. Besides I have a great life and I can't let that go to waste. I want to go back to school and I can't do that if I'm deceased. Read how I did it…
It made me
Grateful to be alive
How I did it: Hmmm, I'm not sure there was a specific rhyme or reason. I suppose it helps to know why I began cutting, which was an inner hatred for myself; the way I looked, how I felt, the direction in which my life was going. I felt full of powerful emotions trapped inside of me. People can't live like that. You have to have a release of some sort. There are healthy releases and not so healthy ones. Over time I had to get use to the idea o… Read how I did it…
Recent entries
Bankruptcy
3 months ago
I paid off my big one and haveabout $350 left on another on, but I’m filing for bankruptcy b/c I just can handle my debt anymore. I’m over $25,000 in debt with medical bills and need that erased before I get married. I feel like I’m giving up, but I just can’t pay all of that off, especially not when those hospital experiences were the worst time in my life. I just can’t dignify that place or their employees with my money.
I'm desperate!
3 months ago
I have to lose atleast 30lbs in 3 months! I just had a baby 6 weeks ago and have to lose all of that weight. I’ve already lost 30lbs and want to get about 5lbs lower than before I got pregnant. This sounds terrible, but I’m so jealous of all of my bridesmaids. They’re all a size 0 or 2 and while I love them to pieces, I’m very insecure around them.
I absolutely despise going to the gym so I will need to find exericises to do at home. Any ideas/tips will be very appreciated :)
