I was pregnant and went through my nesting phase.
look closer's Life List
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1. have happy children
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2. Get married....and STAY married
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3. stop being too lazy to be the person I know I can be
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4. live passionately
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5. stick to a morning and evening hygeine routine
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6. List 100 songs and their lyrics that mean something to me
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7. Keep in Better Contact With the Friends I Have and Make New Friends
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8. Make the most of my 20's
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9. Have enough money, to not worry about having enough money
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10. Read more
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11. CREATE THE SOUNDTRACK TO MY LIFE
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12. Take more pictures
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13. take 43 self portrait photographs where you cannot see my face
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14. have a flat stomach
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15. Make a list of 100 movie quotes
1 entry . 2 cheers66 people -
16. write a book
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17. shoot a gun
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18. Pursue a Minimalistic & Simple Life
1 entry . 3 cheers17 people -
19. see a whale
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20. watch the imdb 100 worst movies
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21. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
10 entries . 1 cheer362 people -
22. floss regularly
1 cheer332 people -
23. see the northern lights
1 cheer18,961 people -
24. detoxify my body and free myself of harmful chemicals
2 entries . 2 cheers49 people -
25. make a collage
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26. Rediscover the things that inspire me
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27. watch the entire x-files series
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28. have a penpal
300 people
How I did it: I just made myself. I decided I wouldn't be a mother who couldn't drive, and I didn't want that stress on my husband. Plus my falling out with my mother kind of made me feel defiant and made me want to get my license. Read how I did it…
How I did it: The last few times I thought of suicide I pictured the finality of it. Never seeing my family again. Never seeing my friends again. Leaving my son behind with no mother. I don't want to be that selfish and I don't want to hurt everyone I love so much. Besides I have a great life and I can't let that go to waste. I want to go back to school and I can't do that if I'm deceased. Read how I did it…
How I did it: Hmmm, I'm not sure there was a specific rhyme or reason. I suppose it helps to know why I began cutting, which was an inner hatred for myself; the way I looked, how I felt, the direction in which my life was going. I felt full of powerful emotions trapped inside of me. People can't live like that. You have to have a release of some sort. There are healthy releases and not so healthy ones. Over time I had to get use to the idea o… Read how I did it…


