deadandbeautiful

last night i made an amazing strawberry cake with whipped cream frosting. fresh berries on top..
it looked beautiful and tastes amazing.

my life hadnt even began until i got married and had kids.
its an amazing thing to be a parent.
for the longest time i didnt want children.
im glad i changed my mind. :]

im sleeved and have zero regret.
as a matter of fact im working on a 2nd sleeve.
completely worth doing, but its a personal preference -
to each his own.

i go to concerts every single month..
they make my life so much more complete.
i just saw slayer a couple weeks ago.
it was like the 25th time ive seen them,
but they are still amazing- especially now that
Dave Lombardo, the original drummer came back..
it was awesome.

im the pumpkin carving master :]
here is a couple i did last halloween. . .
for those of you who dont know what they are.
one is the Danzig logo
the other is Edward Scissorhands :]

i have some awesome skates too- and never use them. its a shame. im going to go outside and rollerskate later today now that i think about it !!
i think that with everyone on computers so much now, it really takes so much of ppls time and focus-
everyone sits online and wastes days/weeks/months out of their lives doing NOTHING instead of doing something fun or useful..
its sad really..

once you start doing this, it goes really fast and within an hour or two, you feel very accomplished and organized. Dont put it off any longer. Do it today !!

ive had blue hair many a time.. its lovely.

its my 10 year goal to buy an old home in nola and restore it.. preferably somewhere in the garden district..
ive always loved new orleans and go there often.
it would be a welcomed, laid back change from southern california.

ive been doing this since i was a child.
ive tried to stop, but my hands start aching so much
until i pop then again, and then they feel better..
i think ive given myself arthritis already from doing this.

i do this on a daily basis.
it gets me through life- seriously.

wish i could do this.
we havent been alone in over 2 years.
never have a sitter . it makes me sad :[

everyone should do this at least once in their lives.

you absolutely should do it.
i always try to purge before i buy more things..
evens things out.
gets rid of clutter.

absolutely.
maybe i could finally get some rest then.

living in the woods.

i know alot of people, but have realized this means nothing and that very few of them are in fact ” friends”.
i wish i had more REAL friends.

i have no parents, so i often wish i had ” someone” .
someone to confide in , get advice from, just talk to.
im accepting applications if anyones interested. . . :]

id love to do this.
but i love to spend money.
i dont know how to even start.. eek

how your life would be if you tried to salvage an old relationship with someone, not just failed romances.. but old friendships that fell apart over something stupid or idiotic.. i dunno. just a thought.