Everything that I do, I say, I feel, I think is influenced by Others. I’m dying to be Myself.
dear_dipak's Life List
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1. Be more Christ-like
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2. Say I love you to my family members
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3. Write for the Simpsons
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4. get in SHAPE
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5. be a good son
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6. win a nobel prize
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7. Win an emmy
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8. Volunteer
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9. Never stop learning
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10. Stop caring what other people think of me
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11. stop negative self-talk
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12. Hang out with Ellen DeGeneres
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13. learn sign language
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14. Learn Spanish
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15. live in NYC
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16. get good grades
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17. spend more time outside
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18. buy more clothes
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19. wake up earlier
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20. go to bed earlier
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21. make a pop-up book
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22. learn origami
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23. see the northern lights
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Recent entries
1 PM does not equal to Wakeup time
10 months ago
Without school in my daily schedule I’ve been sleeping at 6 AM and waking up at 1 PM and lately I haven’t been sleeping at all.
My depression rarely affected my sleep b4
but now I stay up all night crying
waiting to feel happy and perfect before I temporarily die
and surrender myself to nightmares but the feeling never comes
and next thing I notice is sunshine and I don’t feel like sleeping.

