why cant i simply stop? its been six months but every single effin day is a struggle…i know the penalty is quite severe..but sometimes i just dont think ill make it.. i want to be happy to be healthy to do the things i want to do..but im crushed my depression is severe and its like im not even me..im a photocopy of me not the original but not completly fake either.. i cry atleast once a day even on good days..i guess its better to cry then no to at all..but wont someone help me? please!!
Jun 06, 2007, 07:53PM PDT | 0 comments
an amazing pen pal
i hope.. i’ve never had a pen pal and it just seems like such a neat idea i love to talk to complete strangers my mom says someday this will get me killed but oh well.. i already write a lot.. i journal , write poetry(lame poetry), and of course write letters. so if ANYONE is interested i’d love it if theyd be my pen pal
May 29, 2007, 09:06AM PDT | 1 comment
recently i started a dream book with quotes and pictures and nice things people have written to me and of course things my little brother colored and it helps so much to look at it when im crying or have an impulse, to see that people do care…
does anyone know of any quotes or anything else i should add to inspire me and cheer me up?
May 29, 2007, 08:01AM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
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