why cant i simply stop? its been six months but every single effin day is a struggle…i know the penalty is quite severe..but sometimes i just dont think ill make it.. i want to be happy to be healthy to do the things i want to do..but im crushed my depression is severe and its like im not even me..im a photocopy of me not the original but not completly fake either.. i cry atleast once a day even on good days..i guess its better to cry then no to at all..but wont someone help me? please!!
Haley's Life List
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1. write more poetry
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2. Be A Free Spirit
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3. get over him
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4. tell fewer lies
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5. learn to drive
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6. Meet a cute indie/emo guy
2 cheers362 people -
7. find a cute boy in girl pants that will fall madly in love with me
1 cheer86 people -
8. Run Naked in the Street
17 people -
9. get my lip pierced
1 cheer1,027 people -
10. Get my nose pierced.
1,113 people -
11. Take more pictures
1 cheer14,311 people -
12. be more confident
1 cheer10,300 people -
13. Beat my depression
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14. Make new friends
12,775 people -
15. start a revolution
1,023 people -
16. get over my social phobia
1 entry57 people -
17. Have a best friend.
478 people -
18. be a better person
3,578 people -
19. find a pen pal
1 entry554 people -
20. To live instead of exist
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21. get my driver's license
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22. be a hippie
163 people -
23. legalize marijuana
1 cheer527 people -
24. study psychology
1 cheer258 people -
25. stop hating myself
4 cheers443 people -
26. Kiss in the rain
14,584 people -
27. find myself, know myself and then be myself
295 people -
28. get emo hair
141 people -
29. help other people
146 people -
30. stop being hyper-sensitive
32 people -
31. go to amsterdam
588 people -
32. move out of my parents home
23 people -
33. beat social anxiety
415 people
Recent entries
why?
2 years ago
Me =
2 years ago
an amazing pen pal
i hope.. i’ve never had a pen pal and it just seems like such a neat idea i love to talk to complete strangers my mom says someday this will get me killed but oh well.. i already write a lot.. i journal , write poetry(lame poetry), and of course write letters. so if ANYONE is interested i’d love it if theyd be my pen pal
my dream book
2 years ago
recently i started a dream book with quotes and pictures and nice things people have written to me and of course things my little brother colored and it helps so much to look at it when im crying or have an impulse, to see that people do care…
does anyone know of any quotes or anything else i should add to inspire me and cheer me up?
