I'm doing 33 things
why cant i simply stop? its been six months but every single effin day is a struggle…i know the penalty is quite severe..but sometimes i just dont think ill make it.. i want to be happy to be healthy to do the things i want to do..but im crushed my depression is severe and its like im not even me..im a photocopy of me not the original but not completly fake either.. i cry atleast once a day even on good days..i guess its better to cry then no to at all..but wont someone help me? please!!
Haley's Life List
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1. write more poetry
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2. Be A Free Spirit
1 cheer128 people -
3. get over him
1 cheer1,308 people -
4. tell fewer lies
1 entry . 1 cheer22 people -
5. learn to drive
2 entries6,743 people -
6. Meet a cute indie/emo guy
2 cheers371 people -
7. find a cute boy in girl pants that will fall madly in love with me
1 cheer86 people -
8. Run Naked in the Street
16 people -
9. get my lip pierced
1,027 people -
10. Get my nose pierced.
1,161 people -
11. Take more pictures
1 cheer15,355 people -
12. be more confident
1 cheer11,463 people -
13. Beat my depression
1 entry1,945 people -
14. Make new friends
13,819 people -
15. start a revolution
1,027 people -
16. get over my social phobia
1 entry57 people -
17. Have a best friend.
1 cheer521 people -
18. be a better person
3,901 people -
19. find a pen pal
1 entry588 people -
20. To live instead of exist
11,670 people -
21. get my driver's license
5,335 people -
22. be a hippie
172 people -
23. legalize marijuana
1 cheer536 people -
24. study psychology
1 cheer291 people -
25. stop hating myself
3 cheers469 people -
26. Kiss in the rain
15,298 people -
27. find myself, know myself and then be myself
334 people -
28. get emo hair
140 people -
29. help other people
163 people -
30. stop being hyper-sensitive
30 people -
31. go to amsterdam
697 people -
32. move out of my parents home
25 people -
33. beat social anxiety
491 people
Recent entries
an amazing pen pal
i hope.. i’ve never had a pen pal and it just seems like such a neat idea i love to talk to complete strangers my mom says someday this will get me killed but oh well.. i already write a lot.. i journal , write poetry(lame poetry), and of course write letters. so if ANYONE is interested i’d love it if theyd be my pen pal
recently i started a dream book with quotes and pictures and nice things people have written to me and of course things my little brother colored and it helps so much to look at it when im crying or have an impulse, to see that people do care…
does anyone know of any quotes or anything else i should add to inspire me and cheer me up?
