I dont know why. But I’m still unhappy, with life ,with love, with friends, with family, with everyone and everything. i just want to be happy again!
debbiedarlin's Life List
1. get in better shape
2. Improve my French
3. be as happy as i used to be
4. speak my mind
5. get people good Christmas gifts
6. drink less soda
7. stop being a people pleaser
8. have nice abs
9. Meet Josh Groban
10. smile at strangers
11. not be jealous of those stupid skinny cheerleader types who do anything to get attention
12. Learn to play the guitar better
13. stop eating fast food
14. drink more water
15. Keep a journal
16. Stop waiting for him to call
i used to be so happy, all the time. and then one day it just went away. the happiness, i mean. I think something happened. or several things happened, and my joy was, like, stolen or something.so i want to figure out what really happened. fix it, and be genuinely happy again.
thats what i am. i need to tell people like it is and not let people walk all over me. theres a fine line between choosing your battles and being a pushover. so wish me luck!