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Ok…so I am sure I will get some ass wipe who will say something about how they are human and are sick…blah blah…anyways I wrote this because I was watching TV a show about Las Vegas and the casinos. This guy is serving 3 life sentences for scamming money from the Casino. Ok…well in my opinion if the Casino is to stupid to secure their money then hey sorry pal. No no don’t come in here and think that is my attitude about everything because it is not. I was just shocked because here comes another show about child molester’s and how they basically get a slap on the hand…tell me why? I really don’t understand how our government can send such a shitty sign. There is no deterent for them, they know they will get a slap on the wrist and that is fine with them. I was molested when I was 12 and truthfully, why do they call it molesting…why don’t they call it what it is RAPE OF A CHILD. They should impose harsher punisment, because a registry isn’t shit compared to what a child has to go thru the rest of his or her life. Think about looking over your shoulder always, and never being able to trust someone, think about the damage that never completely heals. I just had to add this to my list, I guess it is one of those questions that you never quite get the answer to. Anyways…

I love him so much and him being gone is so hard…I miss him, I dream him, I smell him, I feel him, but he isn’t here. When he comes home I am like a kid in a candy store, can’t wait to get into his arms. When he is gone I feel like my dog does when I leave the house, sad and anxious. I learned that absence not only makes the heart grown fonder, but damn it makes you sick as a dog too! My other half is gone and I hate it…but I am lucky to know what it is to miss him, because now I know what it is to have him. I am thankful for this…I love him more than I knew.

I really feel like I am going thru some major baloney right now. I quit my last job, well constructivley resigned after I was sexually harrassed and the company I thought the world of decided that they wanted to pretend that it was ok. Well since are move to WA I have been unable to secure a job, and I am wondering what they are saying. Because yes I did file a complaint with the fair employment and housing, not for money for the principle of the matter. Well the people that I thought would have told the truth turned out to be cowards and claimed they saw nothing. And now my old job said that I abandoned my job, I think they said that because I refused to sign their exiting paperwork. So I am wondering if they are the cause of my inability to secure a job….what a joke.