I want to walk the dogs one day a week at the spca. . .I’ve ben thinking about it alot and I want something productive to do with my extra time . . and I like walking dogs. . it would be nice.
deftrachel's Life List
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1. Manage life having been raped
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2. save $5,000 for emergencies
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3. get a job with proper dental/ medical coverage
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4. save $10,000 for furniture
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5. get a propep night-time mouth gaurd
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6. grow my hair out
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7. Graduate Highschool
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8. Take the train ride across canada
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9. By the year 2013 have my own mortgage
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10. get published
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11. express my love for myself in more elaborate ways
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12. volunteer
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13. go to egypt
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14. find out what my blood type is
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15. Learn how to give great massages
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16. have children
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17. adopt a child
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18. go on a lesbain cruise
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19. stand 5 feet 5 inches
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20. drink some really good white wine
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21. be in some sort of video production
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22. Get down to a 23 inch waist
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23. design and sell my own perfume
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24. finish my painting
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25. be in a healthy relationship
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26. take a coarse on literature
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27. learn how to drive
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Well, as it turns out . .and as I’ve known for a while now . . I’m my best friend. I really do love myself, but often I could use a reminded that I don’t really need anybody else. With no family and somewhat distant friendships, I often feel terribly unloved, unlovable and vulnerable – it shouldn’t be that way. I try to be good to myself, but a visual reminder and public display of my self appreciation would be fun and a good reminded of how far I’ve come . .
so what I have in mind is a tatoo and to some day buy myself a big, fat engagement ring and wear it all the time.I have me for the rest of my life, and boy am I lucky . .
I have all of $70 to my name.
this doesn’t include a couple of cheques I have yet to cash . .which will pay the rent . .and I’ve already paid the visa bill for this month so I don’t have any extra demands to fulfill . . I shouldn’t be going BROKE per say but this is shit.
I blame it on the fact that I went a week without work because there was none available and that I’ve been overspending the last couple of months.
on the bright side, most people live pay cheque to pay cheque so I’m actually not THAT completely retarded but still . .
