I am very sick. I have a high fever and a sore throat, but at least I don’t feel well enough to stand in front of the mirror!
dejavu91's Life List
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1. Stop Picking at my face
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2. learn to mend and alter clothing
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3. spend a year traveling in Europe
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4. take more pictures
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5. Make a scrapbook
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6. Kiss in the rain
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7. learn to snowboard
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8. go skiing this winter
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9. learn how to kite board
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10. redecorate my room
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11. make more friends
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12. start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life
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13. plant a garden
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14. lose weight / get in shape
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15. Be the best person I can be
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16. Stop procrastinating
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17. Practice piano
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18. Keep a journal
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19. Spend more time outside
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20. have better posture
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21. spend more time drawing and painting
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22. spend more time beading
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23. spend less time on the computer
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24. be less cynical about love and relationships.
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Wow I did so good and now I feel as if I am back to square one. My face looks awful right now. I totally gave in tonight. what a great start to the new year. I can’t let myself do this. I did too good to give up on myself now.
Wow so I just gave in big time. My face hurts and it is all red and splotchy and a complete mess… UGH. It was like I wanted to stop… but I knew as soon as I stopped I would feel guilty so I just kept on picking so I wouldn’t have to snap out of it. My face has not been looking so great lately. I had some huge painful pimples along my forehead and I just couldn’t keep away. I slowly started to let myself pick in front of the mirror as long as my eyes were closed and eventually that led to today. It just shows that there is NO half-way with this habit. It has to be all or nothing. I need to take this and learn and start breaking this habit again. I stopped for over three weeks last time. If I can do that I can quit for good.
