I'm doing 43 things
I could’ve forgotten him already except I woke up this morning to an unusual phone call. A lady called to say a friend of mine had lost their cell in a taxi cab. Could I please call her to get it back to them? I immediately thought of him. It was lost in a cab. The only other person possibly taking a cab between Sat. and Sun. is Pamela. She hadn’t ever lost a cell phone and I can’t imagine her doing that. It was him. I called her this A.M. She said some girl had already picked it up. There was also another message on it from a girl named “ameliea?” Who knows….I fell asleep at 9:00 last night but woke up 3 hours later. I was imagining—no I was half asleep, half awake and dreaming of a peice of paper. On it, I was laying out something. Like the night before, I wanted to know the secret to getting it right. My experience with him touches a nerve with me. I feel unable to tell truth from fact. I wanted to believe him. He was so transparent.
And I dream about my family. My sister, my mother, my brother and I, all eating from the same pot. Last night I dreamt my sister was on TV. My brother was asleep next to me. I tried to wake him up, to tell him. He woke up and said “so what, why do you care, why do you want to see her?” Last night in my dream I was waiting hand and foot on a man. He wanted tea. Just hot water. Not even a tea bag, and no sugar. He wanted me to place a slice of ginger in the hot water. I got the ginger from the fridge and it was rotten. Not rotten enough not to eat. Just spoiled. I had to find a fresh one. I went to the store and got sidetracked. That’s where I ran into my brother. And my sister on the television. She looked beautiful, more than she’s ever been. She had a boyfriend and I couldn’t believe it. I though she may be pregnant soon. She was false (as usual) and was even less herself. She was lying and I didn’t care who believed her, I didnt. I got back to this man with the ginger. I gave him his tea. He wasn’t happy. I went to the bathroom. I saw that I was bleeding irregularly.
dezember's Life List
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1. go to Boston
119 people -
2. learn portugese
155 people -
3. say no, when I feel I cant do something
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4. trust my inner voice and follow it
1 person -
5. continue my home improvements starting in December
1 person -
6. lose 10-15 pounds by new years
1 person -
7. volunteer at a hospital
154 people -
8. become a hostess for professional events
1 person -
9. make slip covers for my dining chairs
1 person -
10. learn arabic
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11. go to egypt
650 people -
12. buy some new arabic cd's
1 person -
13. take a cooking class
719 people -
14. ride a motorcycle
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15. design 5 posters, 4 CD packages and 4 book interiors
1 person -
16. open an international music record store
1 person -
17. open an antique furniture and coffee shop
1 person -
18. grow my baby quilt business
1 person -
19. grow my handmade pillow business
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20. take a belly dance class with a good teacher. Maybe Tito
1 person -
21. Adopt a little girl
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22. Visit Turkey
105 people -
23. become an expert in Indesign
1 person -
24. bake my own bread each month. At least one loaf
1 person -
25. get married this year
13 people -
26. pet a bunny rabbit
1 person -
27. Throw a kiss at a sexy guy
1 person -
28. create 5 large or medium sized paintings by end of October
1 person -
29. design 1 art book by end of November
1 person -
30. Throw a dinner party in October with 5 or more people
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31. Go to Brazil in December
1 person -
32. eat less sugar.By cutting out one can/bottle of juice per day
1 person -
33. have a baby
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34. fall in love
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35. visit my friends homes more often
1 person -
36. view the 130 movies on my Netflix que
1 person -
37. eat less salt
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38. rough out one art quilt by end of November
1 person -
39. plant some new flowers in my garden
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40. go to an art auction
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41. go camping. Indoor cabin that is
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42. meet the right man and feel it in my soul
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43. hold on tight to my dreams
1 person
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